I Love Monologue

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Hi, this is his ex-girlfriend. First of all, I hate you. Not because he thinks you're pretty, or successful or whatever, I hate you because you hurt him. You broke his heart. And now his crawling back in my arms to find solace. Don't get me wrong, a part of me is glad that you broke him. At least he knows how much it hurt when he left me. He calls you his karma, you know. When I first learned that you two aren't together, I felt triumphant. Like, "LOL, That's what you fucking get you fucking liar" kind of triumph. I win. Heck, I always do. But my winning means his heart breaking. And that makes me sad. When he left me for you (he insists that he didn't but who cares, that's how I felt), it crushed me. I just want to forget him. I prayed to all the Gods, both old and new, (this is a GoT reference, fyi) for him to be happy. …show more content…

I thought he was happy that he chose you instead of me. But you dumped him. And if you must know, he's never been dumped (well, I dumped him once in the last 5 years that we were together so whatever). You broke his heart because he really likes you. Now I'm picking up the pieces of his broken heart. I know it's not my responsibility and that I shouldn't even be in the picture but damn it, he begged me. And I can't say no to the first guy I've ever loved. So I hate you. I hate that all the pain I felt when we broke up was all for nothing. You guys didn't become a couple. I hate you for that. You have no idea what a great guy he is, underneath all that macho exterior he exudes. I hate that you broke his heart the way I did 5 years ago. I hate that he's suffering right now because of

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