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[i]Why are you even with him, he only plays you, can't you realize that after all of the time we have known him? You saw him play me and completely break my heart in two. More like rip it from my chest and jump on it, over and over again. You and him. It's like you want to add another hole in my already torn apart heart by him. I know that you first went with him to show him how much he makes people suffer. But don't you realize that when you break his dating record, even by a small second, it's time to put a stop to this madness? How can you stand infront of me. The perfect proof that he is not a good human being to be with. I'm the one with cuts all over their body. Cuts that he made me do to myself by keeping pushing me over and over. He would never stop and you know it. You even used to pick [b]my[/b] side when he would hurt me so much that I would come home with hounds all over my arms. What happened to my bestfriend? Did I really loose the only person that saw bright and right into his game? Do you really think that because he treats you right and brings you to fancy restaurants, that makes him the love of your life? Except if the love of your life is a psycopath masochist. Comon, I know that the man is your bestfriend, but he still doesn't know that he breasts he likes to touch so much are just added on you. Do you really think that someone like him, someone that likes sex so much, and that atleast knows how to pleasure a woman, it's a shame that you can't take some joy out of the only perk of dating him, will be able to stay for much longer with someone who denies him acess to anything farther down than their bellybuton? I think you played him long enough. It's time to put a stop to our plan. It's time to do just so before...

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...ay that to them. But atleast he did it in private. You hold him those words that tore apart his heart in front of everyone that goes to your school.

And that man, that you man that you admire for how strong he was, well he cracked, and it's only when you were reading the letter he left at your name that you realized how much you love that man.

[b]I can't believe someone like you could do that do me. I can't believe that the man I am in love with would hurt me just like I hurt people that I never cared about. Because i've been in love with him for years. Even when to me he was a girl. Hell, I let you enter me, because I love you more than everything and just wanted to keep you close to me. But life doesn't work like that. Well be happy now because you did it. You did break my heart. Congradulation asshole.

The one that will always love you no matter what.
James[/b]