I Love Monologue

For a multitude of people, during their early years, people can be very irrational and

crude. They can also experience many life changing events both beneficial and negative. I went

through a very similar case, but luckily for me a light shined through the cracks of my dark,

impenetrable heart to turn me into a different person. I was welcomed with a shower of warmth

and this was the catalyst for me to be a better human being with morals. I gained an inspiration, a

hobby, and a mentor. This person became the missing link I was searching for since the first

years of my adolescent life. I remember it clearly like it was yesterday. A very average spring day afternoon, where I

whimpered about the fact that my mother was forcing me

The Fates had turned against me turning their strings against me. Out

of the blue, on a cold winter morning my grandmother passed away. It was the most

inconceivable thing to have ever happened to my family. She had no signs of passing soon and

yet she was gone in a snap of the finger by death. My soul was dragged to the depths of hell and

I was enveloped by a monstrously colossal wave called depression that pulled me under. I

couldn’t understand why it had to happen. During that time I had lost the will to go on with many

things. Afterward, my mentor had understood that this happened to me due to the fact that I had no liveliness in my music anymore. Those words she uttered to me are words I will never forget.

“A body is something that can be taken. A soul is something that can be taken. The warmth that

person exerted is something that can be taken. But her existence, your memories of your

grandmother is the reason why she lived and why you should live on. Do not lose faith in your

future that she very much wished to witness”. That was when she started asking me to take a

break. She gave me rides after school to her house and we played chess and socialized. She