Dear ex, You have always told me that no other person except you would want me because I was the most messed up person you had ever known, so I should just remain with you. You said that I’d never meet anybody better than you. When I wanted to leave, you guilted me into feeling like the most useless person in the world. Do you recall all of this? Well, I do. I used to believe you, but when you said that no one would ever want me the way I was, I became fed up with your lies and walked away. I loved you, I was the only person who ever loved you and yet, you hurt me. You said hurtful things to me on the days that didn’t go well for you and worse; I knew that was what you would do. When things didn’t work out for you as planned, you always took …show more content…
How could you tell me that no other person could love me? Is that how self- loving you are that you need to belittle me to feel better? You treated me horribly and still expected me to stay with you even after that. You made me believe that I should be grateful that you even loved me because I was unworthy of love. You took away my self-esteem and self-worth and buried them under your insecurities. What you didn’t expect was that I’d realize that I was worth more than what we had. I finally opened my eyes to the reality of our relationship and discovered that I didn’t deserve you, I deserved way better than you. I do, you know? I got tired of both of us being in love with the same person. I got tired of giving and never receiving. So, I walked away. It wasn’t as difficult as you would have thought. Walking away was easy because I have had enough. I was fed up with me being the only builder in our relationship. It should have been a dual effort, but I realized that I had been doing it all alone. I realized that I didn’t deserve all the hurtful things you said to me and remembering them made taking those steps away from you easier. Yea, it was easy to walk away but I’ll never forgive you for the hell I passed through while putting myself together
You are the light in my life, my happiest thought in the darkest of times. I know that you’re always there for me, no matter what. I have so many wonderful memories with you in the time that we have been together. It seems that everything about you fills my heart with love, even a simple smile makes my heart beat faster. Even after a year being with you, I find myself falling more and more in love with you each time I’m with you. It’s like an endless sea; the moment I think I cannot love you anymore, you do something so warm and thoughtful, and the ocean overflows. I find it hard to put into words just how much you mean to me, because I feel as if there are not enough words in the world to say how I truly feel towards you. You have flipped my whole world upside-down, I never knew how committed and passionate I could be for
Recently, we came to the understanding that for now we were not right for each other, at least for now. Despite our love we were different, and that's why we mutually agreed to go our separate ways. It was tough splitting for a second time, but we both knew it was for the best.
He told me that he didn't love me, and that the sole relationship to me is simply a marital one. What he means is that I am to keep this house, and he is to provide for it [...]. That explains why he treats me the way he treats me. I never understood why he did, but now it's clear. He doesn't love me. I thought he loved me and that he stayed with me because he loved me and that's why I didn't understand his behavior. But now I know, because he told me that he sees me as a person who runs the house. (Fornes, Conduct 1986,
Depression I will fight you to stay in the present moment when I start to contemplate on the what if’s, I don’t fucking care how much rounds we are going to get up to but I don’t care I will take a deep breath and accept my fear for what It is. I’ve seen you at your worst and it was dark and black and scary. I am scared of going to a place that I never want to go back to and I am a bit stronger now than I was back then, I will hold on tight to both of those truths but thing I fail to understand but why do you love me so much I really used to think that you hated me and that was the reason why you ruin my life, but the more I think about it, I realised you actually love me because you won’t leave me alone. Every single time I think I’m doing better
I’ve been telling you that he is nothing but a hindrance to you, since the time I realized what you two were doing at the hospital, but you did not listen. I should have stopped you back then: I should’ve turned you in so that they would have separated you from him. I don’t understand how you could possibly love him after he impregnated you, leaves and expects you to take care of everything. I tried to be happy for you, but I lacked the will and strength to lie to
And I know you said no before and I don't know why this time might be different l, but I miss you, I want you back, I'm pathetic. All I remember is that I was happy, it was a place with no worries no fears. All so peaceful, I miss it, I miss you. I know you have options with all the guys that want you
I am sorry to inform you, but I cannot take it anymore. You are very possessive and overpowering. I thought that we could work things out but it seems as if you just won't get it together. You are unable to trust me even though i was giving you no reason for you to not trust me. I would like to say “ it's not you, it's me” but it is absolutly you. I thought i meant something to you but you only care about yourself. I will no longer take your abuse. I will refuse to live in fear of someday for you will be too cruel. I am getting tired of your idiotic acts.
He said he could make me golden if I just showed some respect. I find myself alone night after night. Wondering what’s wrong with me. Eventually we were only together when he wanted us to be. He constantly reminded me why I don’t have any friends.
The ancient Olympic Games were a microcosm of Greek antiquity. Olympia was one of only a handful of festivals that had the prestige to draw athletes into competing from all corners of ancient Greece and the Greek colonies and kingdoms spread throughout the antique world. As the author Stephen G. Miller asserts that “The games brought all Greeks together (to the exclusion of all non-Greeks, to be sure) and, in some sense, promoted international (that is, inter-polis) communication and understanding, albeit on a much more restricted level than today.” And with athletes competing from every Greek state, it is no wonder that politics were endemic to the ancient Olympic Games.
You deserve to start a new life with someone else... but you can't do that if you keep clinging to the past. Please give me a divorce.
After all the troubles I suffered through because of him, he indirectly called me an unimportant--actually, he seemed to consider me just another breakup! "You'll never understand." He stormed off in a spontaneous direction. Running a hand over my face, I clenched my hands into fists and leaned against the wall.
Whether it was clean break or a complete mess, its over. No more five phone calls, no more late night road trips. The feeling of your hands intertwined, though still fresh in your mind, is now nothing more than a memory. What is real and what is now is the pain you feel. The awareness of a sort of emptiness. It’s like you’re in the middle of the ocean with no life preserver, being pulled down with each wave. Will you ever be happy again? Do they feel the same sadness that your heart is consumed with? Or was everything a lie…?
I was heartbroken I didn’t know all this time you had a girlfriend I remember the way I truly felt I remember crying the night away with mixed feelings about
"Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone, but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even catch a glance of him on the street, just in an instant, it can change all that, and you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect. And you go along your merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss him, how much you still love him... and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of these unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love the most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them."
I did not need anyone then or now. The only thing people will do for you is try to break you. And once they do then they mold you into their perfect little doll, unable to do any harm or to even speak your own mind. An impossibly cruel tactic, but an effective one. But with no feelings, comes no responsibility.