Depression Monologue

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I can take medicine for depression to have some control, it but It’s always going to be there in my fucked up head of mine the reason why I despise it so much because it is so bloody unpredictable becauseI could be completely fine now and then wake up the next morning or literally minutes later something triggers in my mind and I will freak out, I will lie in my bed, I will cry. I fucking hate depression I would kill it why is it even here it’s horrible and it is always going to be here its never going to go away and I can do whatever I can to make it go away, I can cover it up as much as I can, I would say that I’m very good at being deceiving and acting like everything is okay but really things are just fucking shit, and if even everything …show more content…

I knew you were coming back, I felt it in my eyes, as I watched the brightness fade away. I felt it in my shoulders, as I start to slouch and I also feel it in my steps as my feet became …show more content…

Depression I will fight you to stay in the present moment when I start to contemplate on the what if’s, I don’t fucking care how much rounds we are going to get up to but I don’t care I will take a deep breath and accept my fear for what It is. I’ve seen you at your worst and it was dark and black and scary. I am scared of going to a place that I never want to go back to and I am a bit stronger now than I was back then, I will hold on tight to both of those truths but thing I fail to understand but why do you love me so much I really used to think that you hated me and that was the reason why you ruin my life, but the more I think about it, I realised you actually love me because you won’t leave me alone. Every single time I think I’m doing better and I’m actually leaving, you have a way of grabbing me and driving me back and reminding me that you still want to be my friend. I don’t want you and I don’t need you so please just let me go, let me breathe, let me live, let me be happy and let me escape. Take me back to a time where I didn’t mind where you affected my state of mind, take me back to a time where I can go to sleep without you running around telling me I’m better off dead, take me back to a time where it wasn’t a crime to lay down and let the time pass me

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