Reflection Essay: How Do I Want To Contribute?

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While considering this question, "How do I want to contribute", it brings me to a couple situations I recently went through and am still dealing with today. I noticed that while dealing with the quandaries that have risen up in my path, I have issues with patience and vexation. I do not have so much of a problem with having an outright temper, but I have found I do become easily exasperated with imbecilic idiocy. Now, I have been told that I do well in keeping my composure and seem to deal with people well. To be veracious what people may see on the outside as composure deep down it eats me up mentally and I feel the exasperation elevating and burn with rage inside that unless the outside person were to be me, they would never see or know authentically
Not just as a frolicsome thing to do, but as a way to interact more with others, assist those who may attend the functions, comix and mingle with those around me, lend a helping hand, study and assist with others who may need help with understanding the homework or the information provided by the professors which may already come easily for me, and much more. By doing this I will learn to have a servitude type posture, learn and understand other 's personalities and realize they are their own, learn and recognize others for their strengths as well as for their disabilities and then learn together how we can transmute the perception of their incapacitation to a positive, understand others wants and needs and possibly assist them in achieving either or, and maybe both, but mainly to learn to understand people on their own mental level and accept them that they are doing the best they can at being who they are at their categorical level whether it is an A, B, C, or D level. If I can learn to master this adeptness, it will lead to fewer vexations, fewer misunderstandings, less dissension, as well as it can help diminish the furthering of stress and
I come from a background that is very disciplined and virtually militant as well as stringent. I was trained to only rely on my partner and teammates on cases we worked on together in investigations. Also, to only rely on facts. I remember one of my past trainers used to state, "Never assume anything because the word assumes just means ‘ASS-U-ME ', designating it would make an A** OUT OF YOU AND ME," by making assumptions. So, I learned to only see black and white with no gray area. Some cases could be so deep a person authentically didn 't authentically share information at all with outsiders or what one would call civilians. There were even those times we almost were not sure if you could even trust one another. Some cases were so hazardous that my life was nearly taken from me more than once or twice, and this caused me to be closed off and maybe at times even a little cold. Not always sure but very observant of my surroundings and watchful for the faults in people. This has been drilled, trained, and bred into me for more than fifteen years. All of this while keeping a composed front and appearance. Once getting into Forensic Science, things authentically took another turn for me regarding how I perceived the world through a lens of a camera, the studying of murdered victims, blood spatter, and trace evidence. This is actually my first semester being in the middle of crowds of civilians

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