Reaction Paper On Intellectualization

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Intellectualization
1. Nancy McWilliams explains that the individual who is using intellectualization as a defense mechanism, is talking about their emotions; however, in an unemotional way (McWilliams, 2011). As a clinician, I have learned to talk about emotions; however, as I was raised in a culture in which emotions were not part of the everyday conversations, it has taken me a long time to learn to identify what I am feeling. Nowadays, as a clinician, I use a lot of emotional language in my everyday conversations, however, when I talk about my own emotions, I do tend to speak more from an intellectual manner, as if I was not affected or felt that emotion deeply. Moreover, in the moment, when I am becoming upset, in many settings, professional and personal, I believe that I need to hold together and would rarely articulate that something another human being said hurt, frustrated, or annoyed me.
2. When a person, especially someone I really care about, says a rude, dismissive, or inconsiderate comment, and I feel hurt, I …show more content…

According to McWilliams (2011), this defense mechanism was coined by Anna Freud, who would often use everyday language in her work. As the team implies, in “turning against the self,” the negative experience or attitude regarding a person whom the individual depends on for security, is turned inwards, and internalized as the self being at fault. I believe that this is a common defense mechanism that I use on a regular basis, sometimes in a healthy manner as I can take accountability for my actions in a conflict; however, I often also use it in less healthy way. As a people pleaser who wants to make sure is liked by everyone, my natural tendency is to believe that if someone is displeased, disapproves, or does not like me, it is because I must have done something wrong. It would be too painful to admit that I am not a likeable person, and it was not because of my behavior that another human being created distance or provided

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