Personal Traumas In Indian Horse By Richard Wagamese

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In Richard Wagamese’s novel, Indian Horse, the protagonist Saul Indian Horse is taken to St. Jerome’s Indian Residential School where he is stripped of his identity. Saul is kidnapped by his grandmother and is taken to residential school. When he arrived he was somewhat accepted right away due to the fact he has a biblical name and he spoke English. However, this does not exempt him from the sufferings experienced as an indigenous child at St. Jerome’s residential school. On a daily basis, Saul witnessed multiple children suffer and be beaten or locked up. During this time, Saul needed to find a way to cope with this environment. To Saul's fortune (and misfortune), he is taken under the wing of Father Gaston Leboutilier who introduced him to hockey. While he introduced Saul …show more content…

Saul copes with the traumas induced by residential schools by playing hockey; not only does he find passion in the sport but he finds a safe, distracting haven in hockey. Years after St. Jerome’s closed down, Saul decides to go back and revisits his memories that happened when he was at St. Jerome’s. “I used the game to shelter me from seeing the truth, from having to face it every day,” Saul says. Later, after I was gone, the game kept me from remembering. As long as I could escape into it, I could fly away. Fly away and never have to land on the scorched earth of my boyhood.” (Wagamese 199) Saul is explaining here that he used the game to cover up and shelter him from what was really happening, he didn't want to revisit the truth of what really happened while he was at St. Jerome’s. He wanted a way to escape the reality he was in and wanted to run away from his past. As Saul lost his sight of the joy of playing hockey he once felt, he eventually replaced playing hockey with drinking and alcoholism to cope with his

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