Mental Illness In Kerry Kletter's The First Time She Drowned

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Mental illness is a stigma around teenagers and needs more representation. In The First Time She Drowned, Kerry Kletter shines a light on the ups and downs of mental illnesses. Cassie O’Malley was wrongly committed to a mental institution. She is now set free and can restart her life. During this journey, she faces difficulties with her mental health and her poor mother-daughter relationship. Cassie must decide to dive into her past in order for her to move forward. This is an exceptional book because it captures the reality of mental illnesses, the character development of Cassie and teaches the readers a life lesson.
To start off, mental illness is a big theme of this book. Cassie and James, both best friends at the mental hospital. The only difference is Cassie got the help that she needed and James did not. Kletter writes about the harsh reality of mental illnesses and that some people do not find the light that others do. James got released from the mental hospital and a couple days later he killed himself. Cassie …show more content…

She always wanted her mother's approval, she would damage her own mental health and ruin any relationship to try and get it. Cassie would do anything to make her mother happy, she “had to fix the thing in [her] mother's face that looked broken. The thing that [she] felt that [she] had broken” (Kletter 55). Cassie almost ruined one of her relationships with a boy because of what her mother said. “It's Chris. He starts walking towards me, and in that moment of space before memory kicks in, I am happy. Then I hear my mother's voice assuring me that all he wants is sex” (Kletter 229). Cassie was happy with Chris until her mother mentioned that all he wanted was sex. During the duration of the book, Cassie realizes how toxic her relationship is with her mother and decides to cut ties with her. She became aware that her mother is sick and that the way to start loving herself is to let

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