Life Essay: Life Story Of My Life

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My life story My life started out pretty good. I had two loving and caring parents, and an older brother named Kevin. When I was growing up, I had a relatively normal infancy to toddler stage. Things began to change the moment my brother was diagnoses with autism. My parents were shocked and I would assume scared because they never expected that to happen and they didn’t quite know what to do. But they never gave up on my brother and the did the research and tried to find ways to help my brother. Of course this did take quite a bit of their time so a lot of my time was spent with my grandma; who at the time lived with us along with my aunt. After a few years I finally started kindergarten, and because my parents wanted the best education …show more content…

It was a new school, and a lot of my good friends were either at another school or a different class from me. I found it hard to make friends with the new people in my class, plus a lot of them knew each other from elementary school. It also didn 't help that the other kids started calling me Joel Mole. It pisses me off just thinking about it. The worst part was, is that the kids that made fun of me were the only ones I could sit with because I didn 't know anyone else, and honestly I 'd rather tolerate that then being alone. But almost every night I would cry myself to sleep. There were points during that time where I contemplated ending it all because I felt alone and honestly felt that if I died no one would miss me. Grade 8 was probably the worst. One of the kids told everyone in the class to not talk to me, I spread lies about how I did something to him. Due to that, I was forced to sit at the back of the class by myself, and do work by myself because no one would work with me. But I also, I was a part of the African drumming club, it was usually the highlight of my week. But, one day after we were done practice I really had to go to the bathroom, just as I was about to enter I heard noises inside, so I thought it was busy and went to the second floor bathroom. The next day, one of my friends was absent from school, and I thought she was sick. Then she was absent another day, and another. It turned out that she …show more content…

Over the summer I decided to be more social and make new friends. On the first day of school I introduced myself to everyone in my first period class. Second week I decided to meet more people in my other class. By the end of grade 9, I knew almost all the guys in my grade. By grade 10 I started talking to girls. In grade 11, I join the football team, and got a little taste of what brotherhood is like. I had guys who, after earning their respect, would always have my back. By grade 12, pretty much most of the school knew me. End of grade 11 and grade 12 is also when I started actually dating and partying. Due to all the partying, my grades slipped a little. In grade 12, I began to do more drugs, and drink more. A lot of why I did it was the stress of the future because in my mind, I didn 't except to get into university, and if I don 't get it how am I going to get a good job. If I don 't have a good job then how will I be able to support myself, and if I can 't even support myself; in the even something happens to my parents, how could I ever hope to help and support my brother. Just thinking about that made me more inclined to find ways to forget about all my stresses; even if it was just for a night. I 've done Molly, shrooms, LSD, weed, acid, prescription drugs, and a lot of alcohol. I remember doing LSD and the next thing I knew; I was in a drag race in the outskirts. I was completely stupid and reckless and I 'm lucky to be alive

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