What I Learned After High School

My grades weren't the best during second semester of junior year, and I can emphasize that my head was spinning in circles. During that time one simply finds out what he can do to the people around him, but also what the people around him can do to him. But once the scars are left on someone, they can’t be cured.One can only do so much for himself to get back on his legs, but it’s never too late.
I would definitely say, that one has his own power of will to make his own decisions and simply say no, or do what he wants. But when the pressure is put on him by all the people around him to make bad decisions, then once simply can’t do nothing about it. In this case some of the people that I once call my best friends, turn in me into something that wasn’t me, and it took me an enormous amount of time to get away from the dark and step back onto the light. It all started with simply lets not go to next period, to skipping a whole school day, and just like that my bad habits just started to cruise like nothing. I simply did not want to put effort in school what so ever, and for every action there’s an equal and opposite reaction. Meaning that I could throw my life away and just waste 11 years of education for nothing.

There was simply no purpose in talking about my problems with them, because there was no vision of escaping the loop of failure. When they tried to reach out to me, there’s seems to be a way to close the door on them. The American dream was closing on me, that my parents worked so hard to provide to my brothers and I, all of it was falling down, and I was lying about it. Just like that, it was a matter of time that trust that was behold between my parents and me, was gone like my dream of college, at least at the time I thought this was