Sir Lancelot Monologue

I remember the day like it was yesterday. My lover, soul-mate, and true partner sat across The Round Table. He gazed at me with those deep and magnificent eyes, ones that told endless stories about battle and how he has been victorious in all of them. My husband and I have not been on good terms as of late, our third child has died and I have the urge to want a child this badly.
“He just cannot plant the seed,” many of the common people said. It tore me apart that I cannot have this Kingdom in my generation for eternity. Arthur has been accepting of his shortcomings by giving me some gifts, but it is not the same. I need a child to breastfeed and love, being Queen of this beautiful land deserves a beautiful Prince. Nevertheless, Sir Lancelot, the bravest, fiercest, and the most honorable knight has been glancing at me for some time now, I think I may be interested.
“Guinevere! Get ahold of yourself! You are the Queen of Camelot! Do not let the devil work his magic and seduce you to these demons!” I

His sheer beauty, aura, and personality made me drawn to him as moths are drawn to fire. This is the moment I decided I was going to love him and bore his children until the end of time.
We started to see each other secretly for some time and our love only grew stronger as time progressed. He treated me as a proper Queen, and showed me new aspects of life I have not seen before. But strangely, one day while we were eating lunch in his castle, he mentioned Sir Meliaguant being suspicious as our relationship.
“You have to have a duel with him at once!” I screamed, “No form of disrespect shall be tolerated!”. My new lover defeated this fool and respect had been restored but suspicion has rose not only at the Round Table, but also throughout the entire castle. We remain calm as this is just a spike in activity and will soon die