Personal Narrative: My Mexican-American Identity Crisis

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Stuck in a limbo between two different countries I face an identity crisis. I am Chicana, a Mexican-American living in Chicago. I was born and raised here minutes away from downtown Chicago and miles away from my roots. Both my parents come from a small town in the Mexican state of Guanajuato called Urianagato.
Throughout my life I frequently traveled to Mexico, it was my mother’s wish to travel so often in hopes that my sister and I knew of our heritage and vibrant culture. However on a recent trip to the land my parents call “home” I started to question where I belonged. Coming off the plane, and walking to the customs checkpoint were two signs, one read Extranjeros (Foreigners) and the other Mexicanos (Mexicans). My father made his way to the longer Foreigners line and I asked why we couldn’t go to the other line for Mexican citizens and his response was that we were considered Foreigners despite our ancestry and my parents’ Mexican citizenship. …show more content…

I do not call Mexico home because the country my mother is so connected to feels foreign to me. I call the United States home only because it is all I have known for 17 years; however I am trapped in a limbo between two countries. I cannot fully identify myself to either country. I can speak Spanish fluently but there are times when my American accent comes out, and I get referred to as “gringa” (white female in Latin America) by my family, yet in America I am solely called

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