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Greathouse.Session1.Journal
My testimony starts the same as most, I grew up with God as a common name in my house but there was no foundation no real relationship, we sinned all week and then confessed our sins on Sunday. Yes you already know I grew up in the Catholic Church.There were man made rules and practices that I did not understand and there was no explanation to what or why we were doing these things. By eleven years old my parents were separated on their way to divorce, and it felt like the church shut my mother out so we stopped going to church and this formed my opinion of God and what God looked
Like to me.
So began my life of living opposite of God, I felt him, but didn't care about him. I engaged in a life of darkness living a life for myself. Paul says in the bible " He was chief of sinners" and I relate 1 Timothy
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(NKJV). By twenty-eight years old I had two kids two different dads I was widowed then divorced and somehow still thought I was a "good person". I didn't love God and honestly
I had no thought about him in my life at ALL!!!!
In the fall of 2004 I had a lady invite me to church and so I thought why not? my life was pretty much at rock bottom. I went to church that evening and this experience changed my life forever and has made me who I am today. My ears were open and I heard for the first time about Jesus and how God loved us so much he sent Jesus to die for our sins (John 3:16) (NKJV).I heard this verse loud and clear, and that first night in church I did not accept Jesus as my personal savior I knew that day there wasn't any other place I wanted to be but with God. I took a stand for Christ five months after that
I still, to this day, do battle with the imaginary demons that were placed in my head as a child. My feelings of being unworthy sometimes surface, but more often than not I feel confident and free following my heart. I feel that God would much rather have me happy and spreading happiness than miserable and spreading misery. Christianity to me these days is just another institution set up by those few who want to take advantage and control the weak and tired majority. I can no longer live in fear, so I must stand up and refuse to listen to anyone claiming to know what’s best for me. My heart is my only true guide.
Growing up in a traditional catholic family I attended catholic school and church just like everyone else in my family. Every Sunday and Tuesday growing up I spent time at church. Going to church taught all about religion and forgiveness. I learned from the bible that god knows we are all sinners and that if we ask for forgiveness he forgives us. I was told that to church is a safe place for someone to go if they need help and that everyone has their arms open to people in need. The catholic religion says that god loves all his children even when they sin.
At the age of 14 I had already doubted if there were a god. I had happened to be brought up in a quite religious family, and so being a child, believed in what they believed in. I had tried praying, watching for a sign that there was some sort of powerful entity there to help through hard times, and everytime I tried I heard nothing, I noticed nothing. The so called “God” wasn't speaking to me, so I took my life into my own hands. Who better to be in charge of my life, my way of living, than me. I even tried to speak to Satan, during an edgy emo phase of my life. Nothing from that end either. I do not believe in anything but death, and death only. We have all been dead before life, and I have no memories of wandering the Heavens with Jesus
I Another significant arrow happened years later. When I was a young adult, I partook in an unhealthy relationship with a non-Christian woman. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but worse than my actions with her was the fact that I was a terrible representation of Christ, for she knew of
On January 31st, I attended the 11:15 service at Good Shepherd Catholic Church in Brossard. I do not have any religious background, but I would consider myself as Agnostic. I do believe that there is a greater power in this world that does have influence on beings and nature. Although, I have been in a Catholic place of worship, like the St Joseph Oratory when I was younger for a school outing, but never attended a service. Before entering the church I noticed a cross carved on the exterior of the building present above the tall glass window.
I was four years old in 1964, and had grown accustomed to my weekly childhood routine. Like any day in church, I situated myself in, the warmth of the sunlight streaming from the stained glass window, at the end of our habitual pew. Then, on the morning of the First Sunday of Advent, something jarring happened at the moment the mass began. On any other Sunday in the past, the priest and altar boys would enter the rear of the church in silence, but now the whole church was singing verses of a processional hymn. Nothing prepared me for what came next; Monsieur faced the crowd and spoke in English for the first time and said “The Lord be with you”, and expected us all to respond, “And also with you”.
The day finally arrived when I ‘felt the call’ in Sunday school. I remember my friends smiling and encouraging me to let the teacher know what I experienced so they could help me through it. They told me how proud they were and explained that I had to promise from now on to try and live a sinless life. I felt I was ready for the challenge, so I hastily nodded my heart and promised them I would try.
My coming to faith in Christ has been brought about by several events that happened in my life before I could have an eternal dance with Him. The first event that contributed to my spiritual being was the fact that I had been born to a devout Christian couple. While they never shoved it down my throat or forced me into religion, watching my parents live out their faith under extremely difficult circumstances was an exciting inspiration to me though I had to delay my hour of decision till much later. While they both gave themselves to praying with and for us daily on anything and everything, it was dad’s decision to introduce me to some of the easy-to-read books he kept with him that encouraged me into investigating the Christian faith on my
I was a sinner that came to Christ and put all of my faith, hope and trust in Him! He is the Master of my soul.
During my seventh grade year, my church went to a youth rally at a local church on weekend. Because of this rally and the message it sent, I realized and wanted to give my life to Jesus through baptism. It was awesome, I got home as a young teenager and actually talked to my mom about what it really means to be a Christian and to pick up your cross and follow him. So that very next weekend, my dad baptized me in front of the whole church on Sunday morning. It was an awesome feeling knowing that because of Jesus’ grace and mercy, I will be with him one day and spend eternity with him. Although I was on top of the world at this point, I still didn’t know fully what I had gotten into. So the next few years, I live the typical Christian life. I was trying to be the perfect person by doing the right stuff, I would try not to cuss, I would try to wear as many WWJD bracelets as I could so that I wouldn’t have to talk to them about Christ and they could just see it on my wrist, I would not join in on conversations with my friends that I knew were not right, I was just living life on cruise control.
I knew that I had hit rock-bottom. That is the day Christ spoke to me. On September 15,2014 I was baptized. After that I learned to be positive a person. I started going to church every Sunday and Bible study every Wednesday.
Growing up in a Christian home, I knew what Jesus had done for me by dying on the cross and saving me from my sins. Not putting together that it isn’t just about the knowledge of God, but fully believing what His word says. Up until the beginning of my eighth grade year, that was what I believed. However, I started to see the entirety of it all differently, but couldn’t put it together what it was. That winter four years ago, the church I was attending was planning on going to Hume Lake as they had done in the years before.
...rd was trying to tell me this. It was during this time I heard the word ‘seek first the kingdom’. As I heard this word, I cried out to God for the first time in my life to remember me. It was here I made a vow to the Lord in the faith that I would find remembrance. As I made this vow and fulfilled it, the Lord opened doors that I can truly say would not have been opened if I didn’t respond to the word to ‘seek first the kingdom’. Out of this time, the Lord blessed me financially, led me to buy a home and healed my anxious heart. It was here that I began to find testimony before God through offering. This is something I am still finding to this day.
It gave me the chance to see how other people worship or fulfill their spiritual need. I was able to see and get a better understanding of the things that go on. It seems that we all share the same goals. To be good people, listen and receive the Word of God and to go out and spread to other people what we have been
The first time I questioned my faith was when my grandma died when I was eight. I can vividly remember my mom breaking down and pleading with God to bring her back. I was sat in my room with my brother thinking how unfair the situation was. At one point I asked him if my grandma would ever come back and his answer both angered and frightened me. At that moment, I started growing a hatred toward God.