Personal Narrative: Growing Up In A Traditional Catholic Family

Growing up in a traditional catholic family I attended catholic school and church just like everyone else in my family. Every Sunday and Tuesday growing up I spent time at church. Going to church taught all about religion and forgiveness. I learned from the bible that god knows we are all sinners and that if we ask for forgiveness he forgives us. I was told that to church is a safe place for someone to go if they need help and that everyone has their arms open to people in need. The catholic religion says that god loves all his children even when they sin.
Yet some people of the Catholic Church crucify (figuratively) people that are open about their sexuality or they’re marriage past, and spread hate about them. Personally I don’t agree with

this, I believe in god and I try to obey his commandments I ask for god’s forgiveness every night when I go to sleep. So why is it okay for the people of the church to tell me I’m going to burn in hell because of my sexual preference? I don’t understand it. How could you be people of god when you turn your back on someone because of a sin? The bible says that murder is a sin yet people of my church could forgive someone who killed a man but someone who is in love with another person that happens to be the same gender of them, they are judged and not going to be “Saved” by god because of it.
Also in the Catholic Church when you get a divorce you are not welcomed to get married again in the church. The bible says that cheating on your spouse is a sin, yet when you get a divorce from a cheater you get punished too because you’re not “suppose” to find someone knew and loyal. I am not bashing the catholic religion I still believe in . Yet I believe in god’s forgiveness and love for his children. Who are the people of the church to tell me I am not loved or forgave because I like boys AND girls, or because someone got a divorce? Would god really want his people to unwelcome someone because of sins?
What I’m trying to say that what I learned in a catholic elementary school was that god loves all his children no matter what. So why is it that the people of the church that are so judgmental and ready to shun someone just because of their actions, or beliefs? For example the bible states “But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked” (Luke 6:35). This bible verse is saying how you should love everyone for them and not by what they have done or are doing. You don’t know their struggle or the circumstances they were in. So why judge or tell them that they’re going to hell because of mistakes.