My Success Of College: An Aspects Of Success In College

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Success in college is an interesting question. I had a really rough first year. Multiple C’s and two classes I had to retake. I was put on academic probation. I was not involved in any clubs or extracurricular activities. Adjusting to college from high school was very hard. The two were absolutely nothing alike. I considered that an objective failure. I had not learned much and did horrible in my classes. But I sat down and pulled myself together. I spent huge amounts of time on my classes and really exerted effort. I went from academic probation to dean’s list. From D’s to A’s. My cumulative GPA is currently 3.6. It would be 4.0 to 3.99 if you disregarded my first semester. On top of all of that I joined the robotics team here at NIU. My parents are proud of me and consider me
Internships are a huge deal in engineering and I haven’t managed to get one yet. Experience seems to take precedent over all else and I’m panicking as I become a junior with no internship. Classes have spiked in difficulty and for the first time in a while I’m not confident in my understanding of the material no matter how much I talk to my teaching assistants or professors. It not like my previous semesters were easy, I had calculus, and calculus based physics, those types of weed out classes. But things just keep stepping up in difficulty. Classes and concepts build on each other, and if I’m not preparing myself for my future classes am I really setting myself up for success? I don’t feel successful, I feel worried. At the same time my parents talk about how impressed they are and I see employers circle my GPA when they look at my resume, but it feels empty. I feel like I need to spend more and more time on school for worse grades. But it is something I need to deal with. I can’t just give up and drop everything. It just feels like I’ve got cognitive dissonance, one side of my brain is trying to tell me I’m doing great, and the other half is freaking

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