Monologue For Acting School

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My heart was pounding out of my chest and my palms were sweating profusely. I was about to head into my first college audition and I was petrified. I had been preparing my monologues for months and yet I didn’t feel ready. A little voice in the back of my mind kept whispering to me “You won’t get in. You are going to fail”. As my audition grew closer this voice grew louder until it was unavoidable. After a while, I began to believe this voice and the words it spoke became the truth. I was rejected from every school I had auditioned for. I was devastated. I realize that I was planning to enter a career that is filled with rejection, but it didn’t expect to face it so soon. I felt as if the universe was telling me that I wasn’t meant to be an actor, but I didn’t want to listen. …show more content…

My theater teacher, who had been by my side the entire audition process. I sat down in his office and asked him what school I should attend that would be the best launching pad into an acting program. He looked me dead in the eye and said “I’m proud of you. Don’t stop. Don’t give up.” This man was proud of me for failing and wanting to get back up again. At that moment I was filled to the brim with gratitude (and tears) that my mentor believed in me, my dreams, and my ability to pursue them. Why hadn't I believed in myself as much as he did? In a matter of seconds the little voice that had been preventing me from succeeding had been silenced. I couldn’t let a few schools prevent me from following my dream. I couldn’t give up. I had to believe in myself and persevere. I decided that I would attend Pennsylvania State University and get my General Education credits done. I would then transfer to a school that would help me to grow as a human and

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