Harry Potter Monologue

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Imagine this: you’re at some drunken party downtown. You’re holding a lukewarm budlight in one hand and a slightly smoking cigarette in the other. You flick the ash and breathe it in but you don’t inhale all the way because it makes you cough up your right lung when you actually do and you don’t want to look like a pansy. Even though the lights are dim, you are terribly self-conscious about how your make-up wears off as the night goes on and you’re just sure that everyone who looks at you close enough will see all the things you hate about yourself. You’re shuffling your feet awkwardly to an obnoxious song you don’t even know the name of. Your friends are all scattered throughout the bars, holding near-empty plastic cups of booze, twirling …show more content…

You put out the cigarette – you only do it when you’re drunk and it was never your style anyways. You finish the rest of the beer in one swift swallow and set the empty glass on the nearest table and walk out the door. It’s 1:47 am and the sidewalks are still littered with people and laughter and you weave your way through them with your head down, hands shoved in your pockets and you stumble three-quarters of a mile home.
You attempt to half-jog and as your heels hit the pavement in an un-rhythmic beat, you see two headlights coming down the dimly lit street and you begin to walk again. You don't want to seem like a crazy drunk person running on the sidewalk - they might stop to ask if everything is okay you wouldn't have the words to say that you're seeing if it's possible to run away from your own shadow. When you get home you crawl into the safety of your bed and tears prick at your eyelids and you wonder if you’re always going to feel like the word “missing”, like the last one to be picked in gym class. You’re going to cry out all your lonely into your pillowcase and your blue eyes will feel like sandbags, like the color drained right out with the salty tears. You're going to plead to God that this feeling leaves soon because your heart has been sitting a little lower in your rib-cage and your feet have been dragging …show more content…

You are not your hollow nights or your lack of self-belief or all the times you kissed someone you didn’t even want to kiss. You are not your mistakes and my God, you are certainly not second place. You’re going to find a job that requires you to put your entire heart into every single day and you’re going to leave on Friday’s with an odd, satisfying feeling that people out there need to hear the words you have to say. There will always be milk and eggs in the fridge and you’ll call your folks on the weekend to tell them that you miss them. So take that empty feeling and leave it in the cold, let the wind carry it

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