Gary Soto's Autobiographical Narrative

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In this autobiographical narrative by Gary Soto, he reflects on his six-year-old self and the feelings and thoughts he had while stealing and eating a pie. Soto recreated the experience of his guilty six-year-old self through the use of contrast between light and dark, and the imagery of dirt representing sin. Soto uses light and dark to represent what his thought process is at that moment, the symbol of light representing good and dark representing evil. For example, when he is walking out of the grocery store, he grins at the “bald grocer whose forehead shone with a window of light.” (17-18) He uses the light in this situation to show how the grocer is in a place of authority and is watching over him. This mention of the window of light relates …show more content…

The shadows represent a place to escape, or a safe haven from the beating sunlight that watched him while he ate his pie. He soon forgets about his earlier actions until he steps into the dark light from the house. The use of dirt and dust is used to represent the sin that Gary Soto committed, whereas cleanliness represents innocence. When Soto starts to eat the pie, he first goes in with his “cleanest finger” before he is interrupted. (23) The act of him trying to use his cleanest finger shows that his hands have not yet been stained with the sin he is about to commit. After he gets a taste of the pie, he doesn’t care about cleanliness and shoves pieces into his mouth. While eating, Soto is interrupted by Cross-Eyed-Johnny, who asks for a bite of his pie. When Gary declines to give him any, Johnny tells him “Your hands are dirty.” (59) This statement by Cross-Eyed-Johnny is not only literal, but also a metaphor for the greed Soto has, and the sin he committed. It is almost as if sharing with his neighbor would have made the situation better because he would’ve only committed one sin instead of two. Gary Soto does a great job at showcasing the guilt he felt at only six years

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