Why I Hate Research Paper

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I Hate Writing. I’ve never been good at writing, nor have I been confident in my writing abilities. For as long as I can remember, I’ve despised writing. While some people can effortlessly write long essays, I’ve always struggled to express myself on paper. I never know where or how to begin my pieces, and I’m always behind in the writing process. By the time we were forced to peer review, I would lie and tell my teacher my essay wasn’t done because I was so insecure about my writing I couldn’t stand the idea of letting someone else read it and judge it. Deep down I knew my writing couldn’t be that horrible, but another part of me was still convinced that my writing was still what it was years ago. Horrible. I am a snob. I was never very competent or skilled …show more content…

It took me far longer than others to figure out the rules and guidelines for writing. I didn’t know where periods should be placed, or how often or appropriately I should use commas. I didn’t understand how long my sentences were supposed to be, or why I couldn’t just keep using commas, and why I had to end a sentence and start a new one. I didn’t know when it was appropriate to start new paragraphs and much more. Everything seemed so arbitrary to me, and I despised that. I didn’t realize that the rules were simple and that you were supposed to let the words flow out of you naturally. I envied my classmates’ talent for writing. They seemed to effortlessly construct entire worlds with nothing but words, and build people out of their sentences. I envy their understanding of punctuation, their descriptive writing, their long analyses, and more. Most of all, however, I envied their confidence. Despite my best efforts, writing remains a source of self-doubt and frustration. However, something has changed this year. Maybe it was the encouragement of the many different English teachers that cycled through, or maybe it was my personal

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