The Regret - Original Writing

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The Regret - Original Writing Going back I remember my childhood being filled with happiness and joy, mainly because of the good atmoshere my household held. I was raised in a well- noff, loving family. I can not imagine what I would have done without this kind of support in my life. Now I was a good kid and at the age of only 7, I concentrated on all the good things I wanted to do with my life and the ambitions I had, I was determined to get a job of my dreams. I had a caring family and had a great attitude towards life, nothing was going to get in the way of anything I wanted out of life and I thought nothing would ever change that attitude I had. I promised myself to never smoke, do drugs, drink, or harm myself or other people. I was very confident that I would live the life that my friends and family demanded of me. Well, going into my teenage years, that all changed. Before I knew it I was doing everything I said I would never do. Sure I still went to church often, and I still considered myself a good person. During this time I got into listening to immoral music, hanging out with immoral people, and basically living the life you would expect from a lost person. No one but my family and church could have known I was saved. Of course, my grades dropped, my standards as well, and finally I didn't even realize what my purpose for life was. I contemplated suicide, I filled my mind with hate and sorrow, never taking a look at what I had become. I had traveled on a path so far away from everyone who cared for me and loved me, that it would take a miracle to ever expect to live the way my friends and family wanted me to and that is ... ... middle of paper ... ...now as closed to my friends and family as I had ever been! Only about 2 months later, my school teacher asked me to teach Sunday school for the 6th through 8th graders. Looking back I cant believe how off track I went. I regret my state of mind being so low and I cant believe I actually survived my teenage years. The point is that my family kept me in reach, never letting me get to far away from thier side. True, I have regrets of my past but I have to look past that and look to the future. No one is ever too far away, taking chances can change things for the best, I am living proof. Every night I thank them for saving my soul and delivering me from evil even when I did not even realize it. I will never underestimate the power of living in such a great society for I am determined to get what I want out of life.

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