Reflective Essay: I Anticipate In The Medical Field

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Even before starting medical school, when people asked what I wanted to specialize in after graduating, I told them internal medicine. During medical school I really enjoyed learning about the various disease, how to treat this, how to manage that. When people asked if I would ever consider surgery, I would reply with “never” and “it’s not for me”.
There is nothing wrong with internal medicine and I really did enjoy my rotation through internal medicine core or almost all my other cores for that matter. While I do think that every field of medicine is important, and they all play their part, I just didn’t find satisfaction at the end of the day. If I had to be honest with myself, I was really disappointed that I didn’t enjoy internal medicine more. While I did like it, I didn’t love it and I could not see myself in that field for the rest of my life.
What surprised me the most was that I was in surgery that I found the most enjoyment, the most satisfaction. During every day of my rotation I went home exhausted, but happy. Sure there were long days observing and helping in the operating room and changing dressings on the floor, but I was happy doing it. I went home feeling like I accomplished something, that what I did mattered, that I had help improve my patient’s quality of …show more content…

For some reason, even though I wasn’t excited managing CHF and diabetes when I was on the medicine team, I enjoyed pre-op optimization so that patients had the best possible chance of recovery. Most importantly, in surgery I felt like I was actually helping to solve a problem. A patient presents with some issue and we are able to operate and fix that problem and hopefully prevent it from coming back again. By the end of my rotation I realized that even though I might enjoy certain aspects in fields besides surgery, I would never feel as happy and fulfilled as I would be in

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