Personal Narrative: Texas During Summer Break

Well this took place in el paso, texas during summer break. During the summer we would always look forward to it since we got to see our grandma. Now this is when our summer went down hill and things changed.
When all my cousins and siblings went back inside the house, we were told to sit down and stay in silence. We kept hearing the phone ring but we weren't allowed to answer the phone. I remember one of my cousins leaving to her bedroom. I knew that we had lost my grandma because out of sudden when my cousin left i felt my stomach drop and i brusted in tears. I knew that when she had said goodbye and take care, before leaving to get surgery for her heart that she wouldn't return. It was one of those gut feelings.
After like

a hour i would say went past i left to my grandma's house to lay in her bed. While i was laying there, there was like a light that brighten her bedroom for a minute or so. That nobody was able to sleep. The next morning the house was full with family members that just arrived. The hardest thing for me was seeing everyone sad and i felt like something big got ripped out of me. Most of the kids were just saying stories about how she was and the jokes she used to tell us when we were in the car or just with her.
It really seemed like she was still alive and with us. She was like the glue to all of us. I changed so much when she passed i closed down a lot, put me in depression. That was one thing nobody knew as a nine year old i become more mature and took care of my family a lot especially my mother that was in so much pain i knew i had to step up. Most of the part of me stepping up is that my family lost touch for a while before evryone started to have a party again.
This day put me through so much and it also taught me family is really important then we usually think it really is. This day has always replayed in my head don't really know why. It felt like a eternity like if that day was never gonna end. But i always ask my mother and aunt's and uncle's to see how she was before.