Personal Narrative Essay: The Air In A Basketball Team

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The air in the run-down gym was humid. I was surrounded by laughter and the sound of basketballs bouncing on the court. As I looked around at all these strangers that I called my teammates, I wondered if this practice would be any better. I put my shoes on slowly, knowing if I did it too fast, I would have to stand alone and be the outsider. Suddenly, as I was tying the final knot on my shoe, a whistle blew which commanded us to hustle to the center of the court. My coach had a stern look on her face, and that’s when I knew it would be a rough practice. It hadn’t even begun, yet I was already ready for it to end. It wasn’t that I disliked basketball at all, it was quite the opposite. I started playing basketball in second grade and immediately …show more content…

I barely got on the court that scrimmage and when I was off the court, I watched the clock in hopes time would somehow move faster. When practice finally ended I left as fast as I could, not even taking the extra time to take my shoes off. When I got in the car, I told my mom about what had happened. Nothing she said helped me. I felt like a failure, like the only thing I thought I was good at was a lie. I went home and let all my emotions flood over me. I had never felt so upset about the sport I thought I loved. It made me even more upset that I had the thought in my head of fully quitting after this AAU season. My dad then heard about what happened and saw how visibly upset I was and went to talk to me. He sat next to me and told me I shouldn’t worry about what they had to think and that I should just play the game I love. He then pointed out the fact everyone picked their friends first, which at the moment, I hadn’t realized because of how nervous I was standing on that baseline. My teammates made me think so low of myself that I just felt so hated and unwanted. I had never felt so incapable of making friends and playing a sport in my whole

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