Nurse Mentor Reflection

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Final Reflection
As I come to the fork in the road of my journey to become a nurse educator, the time to reflect on my professional growth is bitter-sweet. There have been exciting times on this master’s journey and not so happy times as deadlines loom, life calls, and no one seems to care about the torch you carry to finish your dreams. Whoever said this journey was easy, never attempted it with the passion, dedication, and determination to excel as I have. Trying to thinking back to the not so happy times is not easy to do anymore. I remember, years ago, when I was as a new mother sobbing uncontrollably because I hadn’t slept in days. I remember the nurse telling me that life never gets easier, but as moments in life become memories, …show more content…

I went back to that document to see if I was on track to success in my plan. It appears that the plan is strong but something else was tugging at my soul as I reflected on who I am becoming. I am sad that I am leaving the bedside nursing field. Oh, the stories that I could tell of good times and bad. I remember the long shifts of unhappy patients, not wanting to be stuck in a small hospital room with no family to support them when the lights get turned off and silence fills the room. Where every sound from staff outside the door, rips the silence… bells, alarms, crying from another patient. As a nurse, we can only empathize with our patients and that can be a daunting task. Having to put on a happy face when, inside, your heart is breaking because the information from a test shows cancer, or lab results indicate the illness is getting worse, despite all treatments. Then there are the times where you are the only one to be there, providing comfort to a patient in their final moments. These are the moments that mold who we are in our soul… a nurse.
I have coming to the realization that this journey is not about me, it is about the lifelong service to others that a nurse signs up for when she completes her national exams. This realization was an important step in the Walden University journey to see the profession of nurse educator

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