Notes from the Underground, the Tormented Narrator

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The Underground Man is spiteful. He tells us this and we really ought to believe him. The Underground Man is not only bothered by the class system of Russia but he is also plagued by everyone that he happens to glance at. Namely, I think that he is tormented by the fact that he is not free. He will never be free. He is a prisoner of himself.
In the first part of Notes from the Underground, the Underground Man spends a vast number of pages trying to be witty and intelligent by telling us all about his constant life contradictions and his concern with the laws of free will. He is so uptight and wound about himself that not only does this make for an incredibly confusing and lackluster story; it also serves to prove that free will is something that the Underground Man spends a lot of time thinking about.
First off, the Underground Man introduces himself in quite possibly the worst light ever. He tells us about how old and ugly he is. He goes on to tell us about how he used to work as a Civil Servant but left at the first chance he got. In order to have some sort of free will, the Underground Man leaves society behind to live “underground”. This was his decision and his decision alone. Secondly, the Underground Man tells us about how he knows very well that he is ill but refuses to go to see a doctor. The Underground Man is fully aware that this is hurting no one but himself. This is a powerful point because in a normal situation, society would expect for the Underground Man to, in fact go to see a doctor concerning his illness but instead he is so desperate to exercise any perceived free will that he outright refuses.
As we continue, the Underground Man makes a very clear point of expressing his acute consciousness. He is not no...

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... just couldn’t follow through. The Underground Man allows the officer’s action to completely overwhelm and destroy his life while the officer probably couldn’t even recall the incident in the first place. It was not the officer who would not allow the Underground Man to be free; it was the Underground Man himself.
To put it briefly, the Underground Man is the sole reason that he himself cannot be free despite is overwhelming desire. His obsessive behavior will not permit him to lead a normal life and he will forever be a prisoner of his own mind. The only reason that any other people have a hand in this imprisonment is because the Underground Man allows them to. Even when writing his “Notes” the Underground Man cannot help but to become consumed with scribbling down every little bit that he can, to the point that his “notes” must be cut short by an outside source.

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