Ones normal reaction towards trauma is to avoid it, however the objective reality towards consciously forgetting memories unknowingly strengthens them. In Martha Stout's, “When I Woke Up Tuesday Morning, It Was Friday" the broad concept of trauma materialized through activities such as dissociation, serves as a protective mechanism that stimulates a person to enter a detached state, in which an individual completely separates his or her thought processes and memories. Plainly stated in Stout’s essay, “It is the case that under certain circumstance, ranging from peasant or unpleasant distraction to fascination to pain to horror, a human being can be psychologically absent from his or her own distinct experience” (427). The small perception …show more content…
individuals have on self-conception forges a deeper meaning, as dissociation causes individuals to lose track of time and find another representation of himself or herself to continue in that moment. Throughout Stout’s essay, she elaborates how the removal from reality can be seen in many ways as non-traumatic and a necessity. Similarly, Karen Armstrong elaborates a bit further on this idea in her essay “Home Religiosus”, where she questions the detailed notions placed on trauma, as the symbolical motivation to safe harbor. In what follows, I will argue that when traumatic events interfere with the interpretations of life, one stresses the idea of excluding themselves in various ways to cope with their loss of self conception. In times where many people weave through the contradictions and traumatic events within communities, people feel as if the ability to dissociate themselves, or simultaneously empty the meanings surrounding their lives, is a better way of living than facing the traumatic struggles of time. Traumatic events can make or break people. In the sense that when one feels the struggle to survive, they may grasp their intellect and find their personal places in society. Whereas if one succumbs to the fear of trauma, they may just dissociate themselves from the world around them and cut their ties to existence. As stated in Stout’s essay: Typically, only those with the most desperate trauma histories are ever driven to discover and perhaps modify their absences from the present....On account of our neurological wiring, confronting past traumas requires one to reendure all of their terrors mentally, in their original intensity, to feel as if the worst nightmare had come true and the horrors had returned. All the brain's authoritative warnings against staying present for the memories and the painful emotions, all the faulty fuses, have to be deliberately ignored, and in cases of extreme or chronic past trauma, this process is nothing short of heroic. (423). Here, through the traumatic events being described, the struggle that one of Stout’s patient faces actually allows her to create meaning to her life. It may seem as if the narrator’s cryptic tone may question the weary existence of an individual. However the heroic and striving personality of the patient allows her to surpass the misery that she faced. Furthermore, with use of words such as “desperate”, “terror”, and “painful” Stout hints at the notion that when times do get rough and painful, the way that one beats the cruel natures of existence requires much more press from an individual than usually expected. Meanwhile with the repetition of traumatic pain throughout Stout’s essay, Armstrong also makes it evident in “Homo Religiosus” that through religious attempts to find meaning the result of relentless pain also traumatizes individuals. For example she states: As meaning-seeking creatures, men and women fall very easily into despair. They have created religions and works of art to help them find value in their lives, despite all the dispiriting evidence to the contrary. The initiation experience also shows that a myth, like that of the Animal Master, derives much of its meaning from the ritualized context in which it is imparted (5). Here, the trauma that one faces while searching for meaning parallels how an individual forces him or herself to find meaning in their weary existence, while also creating memories of pain and distress. As a normal reaction one would most likely avoid the problems that may arise. However different people have different ways of coping with these difficulties. One common response is to create a sanctuary where one cannot be bothered by the disruption. As stated in Armstrong’s essay, “Nirvana was a self center that gave meaning to life, an oasis of calm, and a source of strength that you discover in the depths of your own being” (17). Yet still these sanctuaries are fictional ideas that are just there to detach your soul from existence “In purely mundane terms, it was “nothing,” because it corresponded to no reality that we could recognize in our ego-dominated existence” (17). Therefore, when we confront situations in which we feel the utmost traumas of life, the idea of forgetting pain takes a larger toll than expected. Meanwhile, the notion of facing reality can be helpful in creating a better understanding of the truth of an event that an individual remembers. As explained by Stout in her essay, sometimes the reality of an individual’s existence can be misguided as his or her own consciousness becomes lost, and only portions of what actually happened can be recalled. For instance in the essay Stout states, “The thing that I understand the least is that apparently I go about my business during these time, and nobody notices any difference in me... I must have done a mountain of editing. And I don’t remember a bloody thing” (431). With this dialog Stout explains how her patient, Julia, in a sense blacks out and loses a control of her actions, thoughts, and feelings. This may seem as if the reality of the situation is common since no one notices a difference in her state of mind. However the subjective reality of the event makes it evident that the surreal feeling of letting go has no end and can cause much pain on the body. Although, events may occur, or seem to occur, the trauma of the event can jumble the self-conceptions of individuals. Typically one assumes detaching yourself from trauma can be beneficial for the moment.
However, if everyone were to stop and take a gander to forget their failures, society would not recognize that each and every person has something better to offer than their accomplishments. It is evident that dissociation itself can be seen as a problem. For example Stout’s patients encounter it on a daily basis, and unfortunately this labels them as “abnormal.” Nevertheless with the biased perceptive of seeing her patients as weird, they are no different from the man that blacks out at the movie theater. “This perfectly ordinary man is dissociated from reality. Effectively, he is in a trance. We might label his perceptions as psychotic, except for the fact that when the movie is over, he will return to his usual mental status almost instantly. He will see the credits. He will notice that he has spilled some popcorn, although he will not remember doing so” (427). In sum, someone who society would see as a “normal man,” also experiences something that Stout’s patients take on regularly, all in the end just to loss the negativity in their …show more content…
life. In conclusion, Stout establishes how trauma plays a vital role in how every individual acts in society itself.
As an individual feels the dread of time and goes through the process of depression, the idea of dissociating themselves comes into play. Stout describes this throughout her essay as leaving the soul or describing it as “flying away”. It may seem as if some individuals are secure with their own identity, however that is never the case for the traumatic events that force each person to fall into a state of desperation and lose their self-conception. Meanwhile in Karen Armstrong’s essay, she describes how through spiritual practices some abolish all the negativity that surrounds everyone just to find meaning. Yet still the idea cleansing your mind from all trauma, to reach a safe harbor, where you feel relaxed and comforted is never the brightest solution. Due to the fact that when you lose a memory, you are short yourself of an experience. In both Stout’s and Armstrong’s essay, the willingness to dissociate yourself from the harsh realities of society with ease comes into question. In the end when one interferes with the interpretation of traumatic events, the meaning behind life turns out be blemished and left
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breakdown (Meltzer, 1992). What people do in these circumstances is to erect individual and institutional defences against the psychotic anxieties engendered by
Many individuals strive to be the best and thrive in this world inhabited by seven billion people, by taking control over their own destiny. However, success requires a sacrifice of personal desires and ambitions at times which not a lot amongst us are willing to give. It is sooner or later that the temporary reformation fails and their true self resurfaces where they are back at where they began. A lot of us are unwillingly left to deal and live with these unfortunate circumstances. The impact that these events leave upon us is very significant and sometimes temporary. The poem, "The tent delivery woman's ride" by Wilmer Mills, and my own experience explains that the significant events negatively effect an individual's ability to determine
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In Amy Hempels’ Short Story “Going,” our journey with the narrator travels through loss, coping, memory, experience, and the duality of life. Throughout the story is the narrator’s struggle to cope with the passing of his mother, and how he transitions from a mixture of depression, denial, and anger, into a kind of acceptance and revelation. The narrator has lost his mother in a fire three states away, and proceeds on a reckless journey through the desert, when he crashes his car and finds himself hospitalized. Only his thoughts and the occasional nurse to keep him company. The narrator soon gains a level of discovery and realizations that lead to a higher understanding of the duality of life and death, and all of the experiences that come with being alive.
She explains how feeling vulnerable is exactly what people seek when going through hardships. How being recognized and desired after going through grief is homologous to what it means to be human. Butler points out that majority of society has troubles locking emotions up in their heads, and explains how hard it is for them to unlock their emotions in the fear of being unrecognized. That to be vulnerable, means to let others into our emotions while obtaining the ability to communicate in order to understand their emotions as well. Butler clarifies this by confessing that grief itself, and vulnerability, are the underlying examples of how we are substantially affected by other’s recognition. Though, with the capacity of vulnerability, we also create dimensions of negative connectedness as well, Butler
Though, acceptance of trauma can allow hindered development, eventually allowing full self-acceptance. Bernice, a once strong woman has been verbally, emotionally and physically abused since her childhood. Resulting in a loss of her sense of being. Within the beginning of the novel, when she is reflecting on her past memories, it becomes clear to the reader that in order for her to be able to accept herself, she needs to surface her past traumas. Bernice explains that, “In the tendrils, Bernice realizes there is remorse in her body and she is trying to kick it out. Her shell rejects remorse. Shame. Feeling bad over feeling good” (49). This mindset is negative and expresses her inability to share her emotions due to previous emotional abuse from her family and the many men that have taken advantage of her. This idea of disallowing happiness hinders her ability to accept herself and her past actions. However, through more time of self-reflection (over 200 hundred pages of her lying in bed with the author switching perspectives, confusing the hell out of me lol) Bernice realizes that she must learn to cope with these traumas and attempt to have a positive outlook on life. As Bernice is accepting the damaged part of herself, she comes to the realization that, “She can feel her body now, its loose and stiff at the same time. Her head, though will be the hard part. Part of her lost for so long that it is hard to enunciate what, exactly, she has found” (228). In comparison to when Bernice was unable to acknowledge her feelings and thoughts, it is now clear that she is slowly learning to manage her issues. By Bernice discovering that she is beginning to acknowledge her thoughts, this is the first step to being able to accept one’s self. In Total, It is shown that Bernice is deeply affected by the trauma within her life, however she is able to
...individuals to lose sense of time, to lose sense of whom one is, to emotionally detach, and to prolong disengagement from the world. Dissociation can cause people to feel like they are a passenger in their body rather than the driver. In other words, they truly believe they have no choice. Society needs to help and accept these people for whom they are and not look upon them as some sort of maniac. My perspective, at one point in time, was that dissociating was good, because it was a way to let people numb pain and get away. After reading Stout’s essay, I know now that there are many disadvantages to dissociating that people need to be made aware of before they harm anybody.
Dissociation is the disconnection or separation of something from something else or the state of being disconnected. Dissociation often occurs when people separate themselves from reality or a certain situation that they just don’t want to face. Being dissociated is like a mouse hiding out and waiting for the cat to leave; it’s like a person watching their own life through a lense. You’re living your life but you are not really apart of it, the theme of dissociation is exemplified in the two short stories: The Veldt by Ray Bradbury and For Esme with love.. by J.D Salinger. The parents in The Veldt and Sorgent X in For Esme with love and squalor exemplifies the theme of dissociation because they are all oblivious to their surroundings and are so separated from reality.
In Amy Hempel’s Short Story “Going,” we take part in a journey with the narrator through loss, coping, memory, experience, and the duality of life. Throughout the story we see the narrator’s struggle through coping with the loss of his mother, and how he moves from a mixture of depression, denial, and anger, to a form of acceptance and revelation. The narrator has lost his mother to a fire three states away, and goes on a reckless journey through the desert, when he crashes his car and ends up hospitalized. Only his thoughts and the occasional nurse to keep him company. He then reaches a point of discovery and realizations that lead to a higher understanding of mortality, and all of the experiences that come with being alive.
The idea of “Outliving Oneself” depends on the concepts of trauma and most importantly the self, in a situation where said trauma obliterates the self for an indefinite amount of time. Brison presents the self in three interwoven parts: the embodied self, the self as narrative, and the autonomous self. Any of these parts of self depend largely on the individual’s society, culture, and interactions with other people. The embodied self represents the self in conjunction with the physical body, which our society separates from the self, to intimate a soul or personality, and also assigns genders to certain traits. Trauma dissolves this separation of body and mind because violence brings the traumatized to face their own mortality. They have to see their body as an object because their assailant treats it as an object. Trauma is so damaging because the self cannot exert any power whatsoever; the interaction between the assailant and the victim, essentially a social situation, robs the victim of a voice, because the assailant ignores it, a personality, because it is of no consequence to the assailant, and a self, because the assailant uses the body as an object, and the body plays a more central role in the interaction than the self does. Brison quotes Cathy Winkler in saying a rape is a “social murder,” because the rapist’s part in the interaction defines the victim through their actions that take away the victim’s sense of self. Any control that the victim felt over their body gets taken from them by the rapist. The consequences of this trauma include a loss of control over physiological functions, such as emotion and incapacitation from anxiety; the body and mind are out of balance, which leads the victim to be stigmatized by societ...
She continues in this sequel to talk about the abuse she faced and the dysfunction that surrounded her life as a child and as a teen, and the ‘empty space’ in which she lived in as a result. She talks about the multiple personalities she was exhibiting, the rebellious “Willie” and the kind “Carol”; as well as hearing noises and her sensory problems. In this book, the author puts more emphasis on the “consciousness” and “awareness” and how important that was for her therapeutic process. She could not just be on “auto-pilot” and act normal; the road to recovery was filled with self-awareness and the need to process all the pieces of the puzzle—often with the guidance and assistance of her therapist. She had a need to analyze the abstract concept of emotions as well as feelings and thoughts. Connecting with others who go through what she did was also integral to her
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In life there are many people, things, or places that we experience that have influenced our lives so unique and powerful there unlike any other. Some women experience such alteration with the birth of a new baby. While for another person this life alteration may be making partner at a law firm. Though everyone experiences life on a different level one thing is for certain, not everything in life is a good experience. Everything in life is balanced, and with every joy comes some form of heartache. For some people it takes an emotional toll so incoherent that it never fades. After World War I many men experienced the let down affiliated with the war, and discovered there fight for admiration and loyalty led to nothing more than a expulsion of lost values, thus leading to the “lost generation.”
People don't truly accept life for what it is until they've actually tasted adversity and went through those misfortunes and suffering. We are put through many hardships in life, and we learn to understand and deal with those issues along the way. We find that life isn't just about finding one's self, but about creating and learning from our experiences and background. Adversity shapes what we are and who we become as individuals. Yann Martel's Life of Pi shows us that adverse situations help shape a person's identity and play a significant role in one's lief by determining one's capabilities and potential, shaping one's beliefs and values, and defining the importance and meaning of one's self.