I Love Monologue

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You asked me why I stopped loving you
It’s because I destroyed you
I ruin the things I love
When I met you, you were so bright and full of life
We laughed and cared for each other
And as time went on
You became doubtful and gloomier
And soon enough I was bored and uninterested
You’re light had dimmed
And that’s why I stopped loving you.
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I will corrupt you
I will make sure that you will leave hating yourself
Wishing that you could die
Wishing that I did rip out your heart
Because the only thing worse that what I’ve done to you
Is living with it in your memories
You will want to share the madness in your head and then you will corrupt someone else
And so the cycle will continue.
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Dark and dangerous
That’s how you like them
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Tell me that you don’t love me
That you never will
And I’ll let you go
I’ll let this energy between us dissipate
But I need to hear you say it
I’ll drop everything we have
If you don’t want me
I’ll learn to breathe without you
Tell me how you could never love me
Just please say it
Say it.
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It's in this emptiness where i feel most comfortable
The silence is serene
In contrast to my usual frantic and piercing heart
The loneliness calming
Compared to constantly feeling everybody's eyes burning into me
The void of emotions, peaceful
Juxtaposed from feeling so much i yearned to cry with every breath yet the only way to grow is to learn to breath
Break free from comfort
For it is better to feel pain than nothing at all.
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It hurts to breath
Every breath filled with the bitter taste of disappointment
Wanting to rip out my veins and organs
To feel anything but this dulling crushing sadness
My eyes constantly on fire
And body deteriorating from the inside
No ones on my side not even myself
My throat burning
And lungs shriveling
I curl up and try to keep quiet
My body’s burning from the inside out
I must’ve done something

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