Howard Thurman Hatred

Hatred or hate is a deep and emotional extreme dislike. It can be directed against individuals, groups, entities, objects, behaviors, or ideas. Hatered is often associated with feelings of anger, disgust and a disposition towards hostility. What caught my attention in reading Howard Thurman, the paragraph where he talks about the family with the five kids.My mother had four children, one boy and three girls.
My parents made sure to the best of their ability that we were all treated the same. My brother was the only boy so at times I felt a little jealous and mad upset saying things under my breath in the passage of writing if the parents did not have enough money to get all shoes nobody get shoes until the parents were able to get all

the kids a pair the parents are the adults seems to me a little favor was shown to one and not the other.
I can imagine in my mind those other kids getting upset I would have be upset to trying to talk to my brother and in the process I got in trouble for expressing myself mom or dad should have known better even with slicing the cake give the kids the same size cake at least for the first time and maybe the next time give them all a bigger piece my mom would start out small to make sure everybody had enough and the next time we got a little more.
If the parents had did things right from the beginning maybe the child would not been disloyal you know we don’t know how long this had been going maybe the kid had enough and had to say something I can relate to going into my room and praying and keeping things on the inside I guess god heard me I had to talk to someone, when everybody was in bed and the lights were out I would cry myself to sleep back in the day you better not say nothing we had no voice.
I did not understand why white people lived in our neighborhood, why white people drive better cars than we do. I did not like white people I would say to myself my dad cuts their grass he works in their stores, and when we need something we had to go to them, as I got older I learned to ignore things, and not let my emotions keep my head down.