Grendel's Life In Beowulf, By John Gardner

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“The key to the happy life, it seems, is the good life: a life with sustained relationships, challenging work, and connections to community.” In John Gardner’s Grendel, someone really needed to share this quote with old Grendel himself, as Grendel constantly goes through life in a state of despair. This is because Grendel is never able to live a normal and happy life (even for a monster) because of his lack of an adult parent/influence during his childhood, his meeting with the dragon at a very impressionable time in his life, and the humans’ cruelty towards him. Growing up as a young monster, Grendel truly had no one to guide him or keep him on the right path. He literally lived alone in a cave, with his only interactions being with his …show more content…

When he meets the dragon, Grendel is still at a very young and impressionable time in his life. As stated previously, the only person he had in his life for a long time was a mother who could not talk, so he was probably pretty open to anyone’s ideas at that point. Unfortunately for him, the dragon was one of the first sentient creatures he met from the outside world. The dragon is a classic narcissist; a “vile, self- and world-loathing beast of no inherent value to anyone or anything” (Ruud 4). He has no care for anything in the world, and he is brutally unhappy. He also completely despise the humans, as evidenced when he states, “They’d map out roads through Hell with their crackpot theories” (Gardner 74). He sees absolutely nothing of value of life, and he unflinchingly translates this narcissism onto Grendel. Because of this, Grendel’s worldview is never the same again. He immediately becomes a less happy, more subdued and morose monster than he was even before the meeting with the dragon, and all but ensures he will never be able find any lasting and fulfilling …show more content…

At first, Grendel is not even remotely hostile towards the humans, and he even asks, “Why can’t I have someone to talk to” (Gardner 59)? He is obviously very alone and desperate to reach out to someone; every person in this world needs another to talk to. He simply wants to at least observe the humans and watch their march of progress go on. Eventually though, he becomes stuck in a tree, and without any prompting, the humans immediately try to kill and torture him. This obviously has a lasting effect on Grendel, and from Grendel’s point of view, “there are plenty of men who, because of their craziness or insanity, are objects of derision” (Sanchez 47). They are evil and wicked to him without cause, and they deserve his scorn. He perhaps justifiably begins to hate the humans. The final nail in the coffin comes, however, later, when Grendel makes one last stab at forming a relationship with the humans. After hearing the Shaper’s tale, Grendel becomes an emotional wreck, and in desperation, runs toward the humans hoping they will accept and embrace him. Instead, they again turn him away without a moment’s hesitation, and Grendel’s last hope at happiness is snuffed out. This rejection fills him with hate once more, and he now has no one in life to turn to. His hate of the humans is complete. At that point, it is almost understandable where

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