Girl Monologue

I was madly in love with her. I think she forgot sometimes just how much considering she would asked me every five minutes, but wasn’t it obvious? I mean I used to sit with her when she was ill; make her laugh when she was sad; watch the notebook everyday just because it was her favourite movie and seeing her face light up with excitement each time was worth it.

We spent every second together we were the power couple, well that’s what people labelled us anyways. I guess that’s understandable, we did go on weekend trips together and go on each other’s family holidays, we were like a mouth to a flame, inseparable.

Then one day out of know where she wanted to end things, she said she needed to sort some things out but what was there to sort out? Why couldn’t she understand I couldn’t let her leave? Couldn’t she see I needed her and she needed me? How can someone say they love you one day and the next take it all back, did she never love me, was I just a puppet for her to manipulate?

How dare she walk away from me! How dare she think this is the end, oh no I say when it will end, and if I can’t have her then no one can.

That’s when I saw it. That red mist that descends from nowhere and obstructs all my feelings and replaces them with that one emotion that I dread most. Anger runs through my veins like blood and takes over my whole body head to toe and clouds all my