Freshman Year Research Paper

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Freshman year of college has been a rollercoaster. Everyone’s freshman year is a rollercoaster of emotions and events but everyone rides their own ride. Mine started with my best friend on move in day. Yes, my best friend and I moved into the same dorm room ready for the best year of our lives. Turns out this was just the beginning of my extremely long first semester of uphill emotional and mental struggles. Everything is perfect the first few weeks of the semester. Everything is new, new classes, new friends, new life. Then, the first round of midterms rolls around the corner at full speed and runs me into the ground. This just got extremely demanding, daunting, and emotionally draining. I never had such a difficult time in school, I’ve always done so well, then this. It was all very confusing and I wasn’t quite sure how to deal with it. I truly struggled with my education for the first time …show more content…

I was doing exactly what I’ve done for the past 13 years in school, but that just wasn’t going to work anymore. It was time that I find a new way to deal with just about everything in my life. I spent the entire semester comparing myself to my best friend and roommate, we spent all of high school in the same classes receiving the same grades, how is it she is doing immensely better than I am now? The comparing and the competing led to a hostile and unpleasant environment that I have to go home to everyday. Next midterms barrel around the second corner. These ones much worse. I still have no clue how to cope with this entire new lifestyle. My roller-coaster still going a hundred miles per hour with no sign of stopping anytime soon. There are insane spirals and I have no control over any aspect of my life. Thanksgiving break rushed by and returning to campus was more

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