In the news, there have been more stories discussing gender and what gender actually means. Celebrities like Laverne Cox and Caitlin Jenner have been paving the way for transgender youth, but society is still not accepting. Transgender youth still suffer from the effects our society has on them both as who they appear as and who they view themselves as. Dysphoria is generally described as “a state of unease or dissatisfaction with life.” By attaching gender to dysphoria it becomes discomfort towards a person's assigned sex and gender, or in more specific terms “the condition of feeling one's emotional and psychological identity to be opposite to one's biological sex.” I have suffered from gender dysphoria for years, and the effects this dysphoria has had on me, both mentally and physically, have altered me forever.
My gender dysphoria became apparently when I was twelve, young and naive
to the new feelings growing inside me. It was also the year where most kids begin their
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emotional struggles, where school takes a step further into a realm we were not used to. We were finally in junior high. In addition to not only emotional struggles, we were experiencing physical changes too; we were not little kids anymore. The dysphoria began as something strange, something I could never quite put my finger on. It is similar to the feeling of something being wrong – no, something being extremely and frighteningly wrong. The dysphoria came in waves of self-loathing, the need to isolate, as if caught captive by something insatiable. It crawled up my spine and left me immobile, like I had lost connection with myself. My already low self-esteem seemed to plummet further down the drain; I was a mess and I had no one to help me. At first, I was convinced my social anxiety was causing my depression to worsen, but as the days continued and the feeling only worsened, it brought up the question: was it really this? I had yet to figure out what the mysterious trigger was. I knew school was an issue, it had always been one, but I began to wonder if maybe there was something more to this than I had previously thought. Then one question led to another, continuing in a confused whirlwind that plagued my mind day in and day out. It caused lack of sleep, stomach pains not easily curable by medicine, and panic attacks the sent me spilling over the edges of what little control I had. During eighth grade year I became desperate for answers, anything that would help the labyrinth my mind had become; however, there was still no one I could trust.
Life had become a deserted island, leaving me alone on the beach with no one to provide the answers for me. At least, that was how the next year went on. The counselors at the jr. high recommended I see their specialist, which, seeing as I had nothing else to go with, I conceded. She was a pleasant woman. She listened to me when I was upset, asked me questions I did not always have answers to, but for the most part, she was a constant figure telling me I was okay. I almost believed her. I still sometimes believe I was okay, that she was right, that nothing was wrong with me. She recommended I seek therapy over the summer, but my parents seemed to think I was fine. Until I was not fine. Freshman year was the worst year of my life. Even now, looking back at it, I still feel the dull aches from my younger self's
experiences. When I was on the road from fourteen to fifteen, I made a friend named Lukas. He was an older boy, and at the time, he too was struggling with the same demons I was; therefore, meeting him finally gave the feelings a name and a cause. I was transgender, and the feeling I was experiencing was gender dysphoria. I had trouble coming to terms with it; I ran away from it, pushed it down and decided that no, it was not true, it was not a part of who I was. The side-effects seemed to only worse the longer I ran from myself. My social anxiety became heightened until I was plagued with constant anxiety and I crumbled. A pit of despair and anguish swallowed me whole, and I could not escape the dark. The depression became a threat, a constant whisper in the back of my head that I was not right; I was never going to be good enough; I was a mistake, and no one knew the storm raging in my head. Doctors prescribed me medicine after medicine and my grades began to decline; I was either too depressed to get out of bed, or I was too high off anti-anxiety medication to function. Therapy was nearly useless as it never targeted the real issue: gender. There was no light at the end of the tunnel and no hope was left. It was only getting worse until Lukas began talking to me again. He told me it was okay, I was okay. I started to wonder if maybe being transgender was not wrong, that I was just a little different compared to a normal teen. Books and medical journals became a source of comfort. I was not alone, and I was not disgusting or wrong in how I felt. I was myself and there was nothing with being myself. When I finally began to realize this, I was able to begin the healing process. It took longer than thought, but I was able to put more effort into what I needed to become happy again. The broken pieces began to glue themselves together again, never to be as perfect as before, but nothing really is perfect. While I still struggle with dysphoria, the times it happens have lessened considerably. I understand who I am mentally, and with that, I can for the most part, trump the physical aspects of it. I cut my hair short and boyish, and I wear clothes that I want, not what I think I should wear. I have asked my friends and family to call me Sivon, and that alone is a leap in the right direction. By accepting myself, I can aim to be who I want to be. Identities are how one expresses oneself, but by denying who I am, I only hurt myself. Self-acceptance is truly trying, but in the end, it is worth the time and effort.
The medicalization of transgender tendencies, under what was Gender Identity Disorder, was demoralizing to all transgender people. This resulted in a form of structured and institutionalized inequality that made an entire group of people internalize their problems, making them question not only their own identity, but also their sanity. Therefore, the removal of this disorder from the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) in 2013 and the newest editions was important in that it shows society’s recognition and acceptance of the transgender
What is Gender Dysphoria? A clinical definition may be, “The condition of feeling one 's emotional and psychological identity as male or female to be opposite to one 's biological sex.” There is a growing amount of scientific research that suggests gender identity develops at a very early age. So, what are the ethical considerations of gender-reassignment treatments for minors suffering from gender dysphoria? Children can be diagnosed with GD as early as age five. Following, most girls start puberty when they are between the ages of eight and thirteen years old. Then, most boys start puberty when they are between the ages of ten and fifteen years old.
Imagine going through life believing that you were born into the wrong body. This is how a transgender feels as they go through life. A transgender is a person who whose self-identity does not conform unambiguously to male or female sex. This topic is very controversial due to many arguments about the differences between the male and female physique. The natural biological differences between males and a females play a huge role in this controversy.
In conclusion, keeping Gender Dysphoria as a diagnosis aids the most vulnerable population in seeking treatment and care, options, protection, and guidance. As society and medicine moves forward, we may be able to steer away from mental health bias and general discrimination towards non-conformity, but for now it is important to protect the patients who are helped by the diagnosis. Gender Dysphoria currently allows patients to be treated under their insurance, have access to care, and fight for their
Transgender is defined by Wikipedia as, “the state of one's gender identity (self-identification as woman, man, neither or both) or gender expression not matching one's assigned sex.” The article explains how a transgender individual may define themselves as having the characteristics that are normally associated with a particular gender but will choose to identify elsewhere on the gender continuum. It use’s the love story of Rhys Ernst and Zackary Drucker as an example. It took five years for Zackary to transition from male to female and Rhys from female to male. But both truly believe that they were born the wrong gender, and choose to correct this wrong with hormone treatments, surgery and personality changes that to the more tradition eye may seem absurd and abnormal. This is one of the main reason such transgender couples are talking about their transformations. To beach this gap between transgender’s and the rest of the population. It is believed that by educating society, we are more likely to accept something than if we do not fully understand the parameters that surround such an issue.
Seventy-three transgender children who were allowed to express their gender identity freely, forty-nine of their siblings and seventy-three non-transgender children were involved in the study. None of the transgender children had taken hormone, but they lived freely to express their gender identity. The study measured anxiety and depression levels. For depression levels all the numbers were almost all the same. Anxiety levels for all the children varied. Transgender children had higher levels of depression and anxiety than the siblings or non-transgender children, but the variables were only one or two numbers more. These transgender children were relatively happy with their lives as they were able to live with the gender identity they wanted. Letting transgender live the identity they feel comfortable can improve their mental health in the long run. (“Transgender
I always sensed that I was not a “girl’ and would partake activities such as sports and distancing myself from drama that is considered “girly”. I also have a niche for masculine things such as clothing and play video games, which are marketed profusely towards boys and men. At the same time, I did not feel like a “boy”. I was, during my early childhood, elementary, and pre-teen years labeling my as an “outsider” due to the perception of myself not fitting in. I went on to take on my persona as this “tomboy” while still having a distinctive identity that was not matching with the beliefs of how transgender people were in the
I chose the topic of transgenderism. Transgender is when an individual tries to switch genders. Transgender comes from the Latin words trans, meaning “across.” Transgender literally means “across gender.” Many trans-individuals decided later on in their lives that they want to switch genders, and other people argue that they were born the wrong gender. Trans-people experience many difficulties throughout their lives. Switching genders makes their lives more challenging, because of many reasons. Their lives are more challenging because of their religion, whether or not they are accepted. The military is very strict, and will not accept trans individuals whatsoever. Insurance companies sometimes will not accept them as well. Trans people are not always accepted by certain occupations. Growing up in schools, trans people are all treated differently regarding to which bathroom/locker room to use. There is a huge debate whether or not trans students are even allowed to participate on sports teams, and if they are, which team to be on. Other obstacles such as birth certificates, passports, and driver’s licenses are all major issues as well. Trans people have to decide if they are willing to come forward, and say ‘This is who I am.’ But before trans-people can come out to other, they must come out to
"A lot of people see gender as very one-sided, girl or boy, but in reality, even the choices of one, the other, both, or neither just don't feel right.” Many people don’t realize that there are more gender identities than just “male” and “female.” In June 2016, The Williams Institute at UCLA estimated that about 1.4 million US adult’s genders don't align with the one they were assigned at birth. One can identify as the opposite gender from their assigned sex, as no gender, as both, or as a unique identity not so easily categorized.
In today's world there are many different sexual identities a person can adhere to, instead of just being heterosexual or homosexual. What a sexual identity is, is how one refers to think of oneself in terms of whom one is romantically or sexually attracted to. A type of sexual identity is when a person both male or female feel like they are inside the wrong body and they wish to have a sex change. Individuals who identify themselves as transgender aren’t usually adults, in some cases it is children who go through the stages of feeling out of place with there bodies and wish to change it. Some people in today's society would find it very odd that children would wish to be in a different body, in order to understand why this is happening you would have to know what exactly is transgender and transsexual, what causes transgenderism, and the early signs of transgenderism. This phenomenon has been around for a very long time and due to the fact that there is a large misunderstanding there is much confusion when faced with it. In order for one to understand how children become transgender or transsexual one must know what transgender and transsexual mean, what causes transgenderism, and the early signs of it and be mentally prepared for what is to come. Most of the responsibility in understanding transgender children falls on the parents of transgender children.
According to the DSM-5, gender dysphoria is “the distress that may accompany the incongruence between one’s experienced or expressed gender and one’s assigned gender” (American Psychological Association, 2013). Even though studies have shown that not every individual suffers from distress, it is still possible that an individual might suffer from distress due to the hormonal treatment or surgical procedure(s). In the past, gender dysphoria has been referred to as “gender identity”. However, gender identity, by the DSM-IV definition, is “a category of social identity and refers to an individual’s identification as male, female, or occasionally, some category other than male or female” (American Psychological Association, 2000). Individuals that identify themselves with another gender tend to change their gender, which has been proven to be a hard and long process.
When it comes to gender identity, one’s perception on which gender they would prefer has a sociological effect on them. The minor details in our environment can have a major effect on a person such as television shows, books, and many other things. What people are unaware of is this spectrum called a gender continuum that can help show the different ways people identify their selves; a gender continuum is an extension of the gender spectrum that includes various types of “genders”. Many people struggle with gender identity and they are thought to have gender dysphoria. Gender dysphoria is deemed as a mental illness in which a person feels distressed at the fact of them not being able to express their inner identity (web m.d.). Many people that suffer with this disorder go searching for a way to “treat” themselves, but there isn’t a treatment for GID. Psychologist often suggest the best way to help you deal with your gender identity struggles is to go have a talk therapy session with a therapist. It takes a conscious mind to deal with gender identification
For many individuals, sexual and gender identity is a highly controversial topic to discuss. Those who have inconsistency with their internal or mental sense of gender compared to their physical gender is now described as a psychological disorder and is found amongst adults and adolescents. According to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders gender dysphoria also known as gender identity disorder refers to the stresses that accompany with the variances between one’s physical gender they were assigned at birth and one’s expressed or emotional gender (5th ed.; DSM-5; American Psychiatric Association, 2013). Gender dysphoria can be contributed to many different stressors determined by ones social interactions. Throughout the years the diagnosis of gender dysphoria has evolved due to the progression of medicine and new treatment discoveries to help limit further mental issues that come with sexual identity disorders.
There are many different diagnosed disorders known to society, each disorder, with the many symptoms and side effects, serious in its own effect. Many disorders have symptoms that impact numerous areas of a person’s life and cause distress for the one suffering from these symptoms. All disorders are something that people are naturally born with and must learn to manage during life. Among these disorders is Gender Identity Disorder. Gender is a term used in discussing the different roles, identities, and expectations that our society associates with males and females. Gender identity shapes how we think and influences our behaviors. Most people identify their gender with the biological sex determined by genitalia; however, some experience discrepancy between biological sex and the feeling of being born as the wrong gender. According to American Accreditation Health Care Commission, gender identity disorder is a conflict between a person's physical gender and the gender he or she identifies with (Health Central). In “Gender Identity Disorder : A Misunderstood, Diagnosis” Kristopher J. Cook says, “Gender identity disorder denotes a strong and persistent desire to be of the other sex (or the insistence that one is of the other sex), together with persistent discomfort about one’s own sex or a sense of inappropriateness in the role assigned to one’s own sex.” (DOCUMENT) As with any disorder, there are many hardships for those that are struggling with Gender Identity Disorder, also known as GID. Many who have this disorder often find themselves battling depression due to insecurities with who they are and the unacceptance from society. This depression will often lead to suicide attempts and some, unfortunately, succeed. A Truth ma...
In today’s society we as humans are aware and accepting of more identities than we ever have been before. Civil rights movements all over the world are advocating for everything from marriage equality, to laws protecting gender-queer people. However, it isn’t perfect. Just as there will always be racists and homophobes, there will always be people who say gender identity is a choice. Well, a study done earlier this year proves those people wrong.