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NOELLE'S POV I leave school and Lucian hasn't texted me or called me after Saturday. I will wait for him to text me. I don't want to insist. The next day he didn't come to school or replied my texts. I didn't see Trace or Ray either. Calm. I have to be calm this happened before maybe he just in his days. Wednesday, I push away my math books and give up. I tried to pretend Like I'm fine and cool about this but I am not. Lucian is avoiding me and I don't want this to hurt me or affect me. I bite the top of my pencil and leave the undone homework. My hair is a mess. I can barely recognize the girl in the mirror. I'm not like this. I'm not the girl that becomes obsessed. Yet I just can't stop thinking about him. What is he doing to me? The screen …show more content…
Maybe Lucian fell under deep depression again and he will push me away again, I hate when he pushes me away. How could this be so painful and sweet at the same time? Am I enjoying the pain that he is causing me? Did I fell into a hole of self-destruction? Is this like wanting to live a dream that is rather a nightmare? Why do I wonder so much? I'm a wondering mind lost in his hands? But he feels pure like a dream. Unrealistic dream of euphoria. Am I falling to a slumber of trouble? I decide to dial his number before I go crazy in my own wondering …show more content…
It's like heaven was clear without a single cloud when he smiles. Did I mention that he sounds inevitable hot when he laughs even though he doesn't do it often? Song for this part: Grow by Rae Morris I crush my head against the wall, five minutes has passed since I received his text. My curiosity wins over as I found myself unlocking my phone to see his text. My heart rises as I see his name on the screen. Lucian: Did you call me? Me: I did ccidentally Accidentally. My bad spelling gets worse when I'm texting with him. I need a shower to think about another things. The shower, a great place to over think and analyze the things that happened these days. We fell out of place without thinking it. We crossed the lines without boundaries when we almost kissed. If only I could be able to live that moment again, over and over again. It feels like an unrealistic dream that might never occur again. When he left I felt like the girl with the black umbrella needed some color over her sky, yet again I’m so stupid to think that he can be the color over my sky. I check my phone after showering. His text takes me by surprise. It's longer than I
A lot I cannot answer him. Only 3 words I can remember that I answer him is “ I don’t know” at that time I mean that many things I really don’t know. He looks at me by cold face and says “what do you know?” .His voice not only through in my ears, but it stabs at my heart. It very hurt me. In the quiet room I am swallowed try to deep breath, thinking. Suddenly something comes up in my head. I answer him again “I don’t know” and left, but that time I already know something under his cold face and monotone voice that I always scare is nothing, he is just wanting to teach me. Since let me read a lot of newspaper or sent me to go some place that he tells me “ You go to work this one is good for you” that time I just think I can go whatever he sent me to go. After that, I tell myself I have to know more than I know now. Every morning I have to read the news before I go to work, I watch the news instead watch a movie or
Did I give him my address? Oh no. He must have hypnotised me over the phone. Instead of ordering myself to pull it together, to phone him back and tell him not to come, I head to my room to freshen up and check my hair and makeup. Whatever shred of dignity I had left fades away; I'm a lost cause; I'm completely smitten.
My father doesn't say anything, he just blows it off. I go up to my room. It’s summer, remarkably I have no homework. All my friends play summer sports, they're always busy.
His cup is still full maybe he didn’t like my chocolate? Lucian doesn’t say anything he looks hurt. It wasn’t my intention to hurt him. I feel the regret coming before I can say anything he stops me “I didn’t chose this thing to happen to me” he defends himself.
Beautiful nights looking at the stars, hugging me and strumming strings in my heart. Your voice to me is like a melody, sweet sound to my ears so blessedly. I'm loving everything that we always do, always chilling with you is
I gathered my stuff and walked out with my friends shaking my legs biting my nails so insecure, anxious to get out and look at him again. I looked at the clock constantly, never the less the bell rings rushing myself out of the classroom. There was no sign of him my sadness was eating me alive. Imagining if we were together he would be out there waiting for me. It felt like the whole world had come down on me crushing everything, my heart shattered, like a mirror something so sensible and so delicate that could
He's on the phone in the parlor, dear; I suspect he's still there. He sounded pretty drunk. Probably coulda lost his stompers.” I then proceeded to lunge from my bed, still in my pink floral nightgown, sliding around the corner on the hardwood. I slammed into the couch in the parlor, my hands grasping the wall for the light switch.
My spirit started to crash from his absence. Then my eyes encountered an image. I was scrolling through Instagram, when I noticed those green eyes. It was him and those lips I was once familiar with against a stranger. For the first time ever, my heart felt like it was broken into tiny pieces.
at bars and clubs, we spent entire night wrapped around each other. I felt like I had won a prize. we lived off of each other's energy. on his arm, I became the most interesting person in the room.
I guess this really just can't wait. Baby I truly love you. The first day I met you, I knew I'd love you for long time. With your deep, velvety voice and the seductive shape your eyebrows took, I fell for you; I fell hard. Each time I saw you, I spotted another feature I admired about you.
The feeling of the sun was pressing against my shoulders and legs. It was beginning to make my skin feel leathery, dry, and it felt like it was cracking. I didn't want to be feeling this anymore, it wasn't fun. I never knew the “sun” could burn someone. I remember moving away from the giver, not wanting this anymore. Even though I knew this was not real, i felt pain after the memory had finished. I walked stiffly to my bike, and rode home from the room, feeling tired and and a bit fed up. I didn't tell my parents about my pain, because they wouldn't understand, plus it wasn't actually
I get a couple blocks away before I realize I left French binder in my locker. It’s only 4:00, the teachers should still be there. I jog back to school and race up the stairs-not falling this time and pull the door open. I race through the semi-dark halls until I get to my locker. “Forget something?”
I met him when I was fourteen, and instantly had a crush on him. He was tall, and handsome, and swept me off of my feet. I would sit and tell my best friend how cute he was, and how much I wanted to date him, but knew he probably wasn’t interested in me. He was, and still is, way out of my league. I wasn’t pretty, I wasn’t girly, and usually was dirty and covered in engine grease. I didn’t wear cute outfits with heels. I wore dirty jeans with cowboys boots and a t-shirt. But somehow or another, I was wrong. When I made the first move, I was scared out of my mind, but am so glad I took that leap. If I hadn’t, I don’t know what would have became of us. Probably nothing.
When discussing the poetic form of dramatic monologue it is rare that it is not associated with and its usage attributed to the poet Robert Browning. Robert Browning has been considered the master of the dramatic monologue. Although some critics are skeptical of his invention of the form, for dramatic monologue is evidenced in poetry preceding Browning, it is believed that his extensive and varied use of the dramatic monologue has significantly contributed to the form and has had an enormous impact on modern poetry. "The dramatic monologues of Robert Browning represent the most significant use of the form in postromantic poetry" (Preminger and Brogan 799). The dramatic monologue as we understand it today "is a lyric poem in which the speaker addresses a silent listener, revealing himself in the context of a dramatic situation" (Murfin 97). "The character is speaking to an identifiable but silent listener at a dramatic moment in the speaker's life. The circumstances surrounding the conversation, one side which we "hear" as the dramatic monologue, are made by clear implication, and an insight into the character of the speaker may result" (Holman and Harmon 152).
My lungs filled with thick, sticky fog at three o’clock in the morning. It made the morning look vile and shivering. My hands were cold as ice. I am just about to get in my boyfriend’s blue jetta. I had a feeling in my stomach that I shouldn’t have got in his car. Of coarse I denied my self-conscious. Drugs and alcohol are flowing through our tired bodies. I was so eager to get into my warm bed. My friend Kyle had to work in a couple of hours so I told him that we would give him a ride home. I sensed his jealousy escalating as soon as he started to drive. I decided to ignore him and that seemed to make the moment worst. As soon as we dropped off our friend Kyle he accelerated at full speed toward our next destination. At one point I became a victim of his anxiety. I didn’t know what to expect next. As he parked his car on the side of the road he yelled at me to leave his car at once. I refused.