You Are My World

Dear Mason,

I wonder why you chose me and why you chose to stick with me. I know we've gone through so much. We have been through so many hard times but so many more good times. We share the same things, we try to understand each other, even try to be there as friends, as soul mates. I ask myself why you chose to ask me to marry you and I have no answers, only your love.

As I look into your eyes I see how much you love me. I understand how much you care about me and yes,it took me this long to see that you truly do.

As you ask me, "Do I trust you," and as I look for the answer, I ask myself, "Has he given me any reasons why not to? No."

We have both been through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I am giving you a chance. I am not asking for much, only for you to love me as I am and not hurt me. I only wish to be by your side and only your side for the rest of my life.

I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you. I get upset because all I want are those times with you when we don't have much. As we reach three years together, I see that I do want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to grow old together, to the end of our time.

I know I don't tell you enough that I love you, but as the days go by, my love for you grows, and each day I thank God that I have you in my life. I know I get mad and upset but it is because my heart is so strong in love with you it scares me. All I want is to take us away, away from the pain, and share what we have with each other.

Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you hold me, I feel safe and secure. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words other than I am happy we met and have stayed together after all we have gone through.