Tu No Sirves Para Nada Analysis

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"As long as you make an identity for yourself out of pain, you cannot be free of it." - Eckhart Tolle. I grew up in what seemed to be a normal, happy household. I was the only daughter in a family of five sons. My mother was a dutiful woman who you could always find at home either cooking or cleaning, she was always the first to meet us at the door as we rushed off the big yellow school bus excited to finally be home after a long hard day of addition and subtraction. My father slayed long hours under the scorching sun in order to provide for his five sons. It all looked great from the outside but being on the inside was pure terror.



I acquired many physical and emotional scars the fifteen years I lived there, I was always made to feel as if I was less than my siblings, as if my best was never enough. The phrase "tu no sirves para nada" was always being thrown at me piercing through my heart like a bullet; after a while even I began to believe it. When I left my house at fifteen I took my scars I took my bruises and carried them like a victims badge.



"My life is so fucked up thanks to my dad" was the subtext of everything I shared about my life. For sixteen years I recited my pity story to anyone I ever met hoping …show more content…

I was (once again) reciting my tale of unfortunate events when suddenly Jonathan interrupted me and asked "Maria, how long are you going to play the victim of that story?" dumbfounded I quickly turned my gaze from the moon to him and hissed "you don't understand! That man ruined my childhood! I went through hell because of him!" He then calmly replied "I understand. I just want to know how long you're gonna tell that

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