The Theme Of Suffering In Matthew Dickman's Poetry

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In Wonderland, a collection of poetry written by Matthew Dickman, there is an overall theme of suffering. Specifically in the two poems, Two A.M. and the second Wonderland poem. The first poem, Two A.M. is about a man who is reflecting on feelings of loneliness and loss at two am. As the poem progresses, he shows more vulnerability. For example, he specifically talks about all of the things that he has lost in his life, such as blood, a fight, and the rib that God gave him. In comparison, the poem Wonderland is about a teenage boy who is transforming from a once little kid with no mental scars yet, to a teenage boy who has gone through too much at a young age. In Matthew Dickman's poetry, the theme of "suffering" recurs, revealing the profound …show more content…

He does this by spitting on an innocent dog and then slamming his head against the dog's head. “... two parts of him, Caleb and the age he’s supposed to be.” (Dickman, 27) This transformation of Caleb throughout the poem, going from innocent to violent serves as a direct reflection from the enduring impact of his childhood trauma from his parents. As he gets older and starts to lose his youthful joy, he grapples with emotional wounds that result in him spitting on an innocent dog while walking by for no reason but to inflict pain onto someone else. Ultimately, Caleb is showing his past trauma mixed with his present struggles. The same theme of suffering that Caleb shows from the previous poem is reflected in the poem Two A.M. as well. While lying awake at two am, Dickman is reflecting on all the loss and suffering that he has encountered in his …show more content…

There is this overall idea that our past experiences and suffering are instantly shown as we progress into adulthood, we carry that sense of violence and loss with us and turn it into anger. Both of these poems display an overall theme of suffering, one of which being specifically from childhood trauma and the other being from past experiences throughout life that caused pain. Dickman has a way of displaying his inner feelings of turmoil through presenting it in poems. Both of the poems that I chose to compare show the deep effects that suffering has on people and how it can stay with them through a lifetime. In one of his poems called Wonderland, which is the third one in the collection, Caleb talks about how Caleb has now gone from that sweet little boy who would comfort his mother after his father abused her to a seventh grader beating up innocent kids on the street. “Something stops inside him. He comes back, a father breathing hard, his face like a door slammed shut.” (Dickman, 40) We are starting to see this shift in Caleb from comforting his mother against his father to turning into a violent, angry man just like the dad that he grew up with throughout his

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