Sheila Heti's Motherhood

1232 Words3 Pages

The novel Motherhood by Sheila Heti encompasses a whirlwind of emotions related to the neglect and abandonment experienced by hand of the narrator's mother. Heti uses this novel as a vessel to bring light to many internal battles faced due to parental failures. The internal turmoil that derives from childhood trauma is a significant contribution to the narrator's emotional exploration and journey throughout the novel which continues from beginning to end. Although the narrator’s contemplation of motherhood is a popular point of discussion in this novel, the emotional turmoil that derives from the narrator's mother being the root of her internal dilemmas is pivotal in the comprehension of this novel. In the first section “Home,” the narrator …show more content…

As the curse passes onto her mother, it brings forth mental instability that eventually leads her to isolate herself from the narrator and the rest of the family. The sudden abandonment left the narrator puzzled and feeling at fault as a child, “All through my childhood, I felt I had done something wrong.What was I doing to make her cry? Why had I been born to cause her pain? Since I had caused it, I wanted to take it away” (Heti, pg. 15). The syllable of the syllable. Since a young age, the narrator has ultimately felt a sense of duty to correct her wrongdoings of making her mother miserable. The goal to fix her mother and permanently wipe her tears continues through the narrator’s adulthood and, in my opinion, serves as a primary intention of Heti writing this novel. After prefacing the family’s history, the narrator remarks, “Once I am finished writing this book, neither one of us will ever cry again. This will be a book to prevent future tears—to prevent me and my mother from crying. I can figure out why she is crying, and why I cry, too, and I can heal us both with my words.” (Heti,

Open Document