Richly in Love

The day started as it always did, with the rude interruption of the light enclosing the room to force the night away for another day. The one sun ray completely belligerent, escaping from the blinds I had up to block out the light washed over my face. This was a constant reminder every morning that I still had not replaced it. The simple tasks to make my life easier seemed to lack priority in my subconscious. Again I was disrupted from my comatose state. Bewildered by what I’ve been told on several occasions that I slept like a log it was just perplexing to me that a beam of luminous light could break the concentration one holds when dreaming. I wouldn’t exactly consider that a disconnection from the world. Little did people know I think too much and I value the time I can shut my mind off. The conjugated worlds I live in coincide with the one everyone else lives in. I have the world in my mind, the world my mind makes up and the world everyone resides in. The day’s troubles are of no equivalence to the battles I face day in and day out. But no one must know my struggles. I turn out of bed and make my way to the restroom as the silenced thoughts of the day before and the endless possibilities of today flood my mind as if they had never been silenced.

I must remind myself to make my studio a little more inviting. Standing in the middle of the room I looked over my studio that consisted of my full size mattress with the bedding in shambles. The headboard and foot board that rested on the wall that I knew I wouldn’t end up using but the sales lady just wouldn’t give in. You had to admire those people with that much ambition. Those kinds of people I could only tolerate in increments so I bought it to shut her up. I’ll admit she kne...

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... of being in love just do not outweigh the pain it causes when its over. When you are madly in love you would never regret all the time and effort, although at times effortless that you put into making a love story your very own love story play before your eyes. Never taking a moment for granted, appreciating the scent of your loved one and look in their eyes when they look at you with the most passionate eyes you have ever known. The feeling of being, the feeling of lightness and that amount of support you could ever imagine a person could give…this person your person is giving it willingly. Being in love is so beautiful and when it finally touches you, you could never understand how you could have lived before without this love. The feeling of being so whole could never amount to the all the riches in the world. Because when you are in love no one is more richer!