The Transformation: Becoming a Mother

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Sona Muradyan Professor Stephens English 101 15 March 2017 My Identity as a Mother When I was a teenager, I always wondered what the meaning of life was and where mine would lead. It was the moment my doctor told me I was pregnant, that I soon came to terms with the fact that my life and identity would be dedicated to my child. When you give birth to someone, you give infinite love with no expectations. In my opinion, the role of a mother in a traditional family plays an important role. The respect a mother receives is very vital in the family. A mother’s love is what creates warmth in the family. I have always seen the smile on a baby’s face when the mother began to caress it. I anticipated the moment where it would soon be my turn to cradle …show more content…

After finding out the good news, I started to prepare the items that I would need for my baby boy. I constantly found myself at Baby Gap, not missing the opportunity in buying all the clothes an infant could wear. Even though my husband told me not to buy all these things, I didn’t listen to my him because I was way too excited about having my first child. At the doctor’s office, I read in a magazine that if you gaze often at an adorable baby's photograph when you're pregnant, your baby will eventually look like him or her. While pregnant with Narek, I noticed a picture of a cute middle eastern looking baby in a Baby Gap poster at the Glendale Galleria. I immediately took out my LG Chocolate and snapped a photo of the poster. I wanted my son to have the same adorable smile and curly hair. As soon as the nurses put Narek on my chest I just started crying and I could not believe that this is what I was growing for nine whole months. I made so many life changes for Narek and for my family. I began to eat healthier and be more cautious about my decisions and surroundings. Adjusting to life with a new baby was very stressful for me. I did not have the same support system as I had back in Armenia. I rarely found a babysitter or someone to help take the kids out to the park while I rested. Daily routines changed for my husband and I. This was an important time for emotional adjustment. My entire identity had …show more content…

This maternal state of mind determined my priorities and thoughts. Taking care of my baby was my primary goal. Everything else did not seem as important anymore. The beauty of the maternal state of mind is that this is an enormous change of one’s own identity but it is all centered around this human being that weighs only eight pounds and will forever continue to grow. My previous mental state will forever be in the background and my only motivation in life is to create an environment in which my children can thrive. This motherhood state of mind will last throughout my entire life. I will never be the same person I was fourteen years ago when I had my first had Narek. My maternal identity emerges even more when it is my child’s first day of school, when Narek or Erik caught a cold, or when I’m doing simple things like treating them to a muffin from Whole Foods so I can see the blueberries smudge over their

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