Jail: A Short Story

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7) About a week ago I visited you again in jail: like always it was the basic nonchalant greeting and then I started talking to you about all that has happened in my life- I talked, you listened. That is how it is now. I talk while you nod and listen. No one would believe that we used to be best friends! They'd think I'm your shrink or something! I ask and ask you for news but all you do is shrug and tell me how 'at-home' you are to all this structured chaos. I know you're lying-(I'm not stupid, I was your best friend!) You tell me you had a few jobs to do and sometimes you work out outside but nothing new. I wish you could hear what I don't say: 'It sucks that you always act so uninterested when I try to start a conversation about you, it …show more content…

"Why do you come all the time!?" you repeat. "I came here for 8 years because I-" I groan, "I just told you!" "Right," you say, "pity.. pity was the reason you came! Pity and guilt!," you laugh sarcastically, "this is just great! The only person who ever comes to see me does it out of pity!" I stare at the monotonously white ceiling- not out of tiredness or annoyance but shame. Pure ironic shame. "Like I said," I continue staring, "you should be a little more thankful, or nicer." "I dont want to," you say. "No kidding, Aden!" I say increasingly hysterical, "you shouted at me, insulted me, blamed me-" "You're the only person I can do that to!" You shout, "you are the only person I can insult, hurt, anger, confuse-- heck, you are the only person I can talk to who isn't a government employee or inmate!" I sit back down. "The last time I acted out in front of someone, two people ended getting killed and I know it's my fault!" You admit, "I like you Elise, I really do, but for the sake of your life, stop coming! No one else does, it makes me feel wrong and you" you groan, "you can do something better with your time! I am a burden Elise, a ticking time bomb.." you look at me sadly, "I will explode one day, right in front of

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