I've Lost My Faith in Organized Religion

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I've Lost My Faith in Organized Religion

When I was four years old, I used to stand on top of the pews and sing my heart out. I had what my mother still refers to as "a heart for Jesus," and I loved to sing. I sang so loudly and with so much enthusiasm that I was an embarrassment to my incredibly introverted parents and a "blessing" to the adults around me.

I loved church. From belting "Father Abraham" to watching Gospel Bill videos to coloring pictures of David and Goliath, it was endless fun. The Sunday School teachers seemed immortal, and I loved talking to them, and I wanted to be just like them when I grew up. I learned to obey my parents and love my neighbor and speak in tongues. And of course I learned to love Jesus.

I learned many things that I'll never teach my children. I learned how to be manipulated by guilt, and I was taught to judge people. In fact, I don't think I'd like myself much today if I would have become the person my religion wanted to make me. Maybe we all need to make some sort of spiritual connection somehow, but I'm becoming increasingly convinced that many of us are going about it the wrong way.

The first problem that I have with the church is its tendency to manipulate its members with guilt. Religions have strict guidelines that help them to manufacture the machines that become their robotic followers. Through guilt, religion often attempts to tell people who to marry, how to spend their money, who to associate with, who to hate, and how to live. Every Sunday, before my pastor takes up "the tithe and offering," he delivers a lecture about how important it is to give. He reminds us that everything we have now first belonged to the Lord and stresses that God instructed us to give ten p...

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... tell me. The issue isn't even that I've lost faith in God. I feel that he's there, and I feel that he's loving, but I've definitely lost faith in religion. I just can't live the rest of my life wearing blinders and claiming to be right when I know I'm probably not.

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