But a part of me is scared that I may never love someone the way I loved you or I may never feel the way I felt with you , and honestly I have never been so scared about anything in my life . I’m scared that people will ask about love or heartbreak and my first thought will be you , which it probably will . I’m scared that I won’t ever be able to make love to someone the way we made love to each other or that no one will make me feel the way you could . I’m scared that little by little , I’ll forget things . I’ll forget how your lips felt against mine or how your hand would feel wrapped around mine . I’ll forget your distinct smell . I’ll forget how your skin would feel against mine when we would lay in bed together and how I could hear your heartbeat when I layed on your chest. . I’ll forget how it felt to trace the outlines of your face and body with my fingertips . I’ll forget how it would feel to run my fingers through your hair or how the top of your messed-up middle finger feels . It breaks my heart man , it really does . I'm afraid of losing the feeling of home that comes with loving you .
It's crazy because I never opened myself up to anyone the way I opened up to you . You've seen me for who I am , you've seen the good and the bad and I
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Regardless of everything that happened , you were the reason for my happiness and you meant the world to me . I don’t regret it because you’re one of the best things that ever happened to me even though shit happened along the way . I don't regret it because you made me who I am today and you made me stronger and wiser , and I was never this way before , I never even had this mindset before . and it's just crazy . I don’t know where I’d be if you hadn’t come into my life and loved me the way you did . You came into my life for a reason and I will always be blessed to have gotten to love you Nathan
Do you remember the first time we met? I do as I cannot shake the memory. It was love at first sight. I’ll never forget the feeling I had. A warmth overcame my body as you stoked a fire in my heart. It was like I had spent my life drowning in the sea around me and you were that breath of fresh air as I pulled myself out. My cares and concerns melted away. I was complete. You were exactly what I had been missing in my life. My better half you completed me you made me whole. Your touch, your scent, your glistening radiance I took it all in. I felt its force enter my body working its way to the very center of my soul. It felt like a real living breathing thing coalescing within my life force touching parts of me I never knew existed. You awakened some innate primal desire and I needed you at all times.
When you got sick and the doctors told me I should hold you back you taught me it was more important to feel and grow like any other child than to have me hide you under my wing. It was more important to live. And that you did. You danced so beautifully, for years. And then your greatest joy, cheerleading. You made me so proud. You have always been my greatest pride and joy. I'm not sure how I can live this life without you. Remember when you would cry and tell me you were so afraid because you didn't want me to die before you. And I would tell you I wasn't going to die. And remember me saying you couldn't die before me, so we agreed, we had to go at the same time because neither of us could live without the other.
A song marked my world.Those 4 minutes and 15 seconds changed my life. Before I start this song, I want to apologize in anything that I have offended you know that’s hard for me to say my dearest treasure today fulfilling 15 years of being here. That special waltz my father and I danced at my Quinceanera marked me forever. I realized womanhood was here as soon as the song finished. Today I leave my childhood behind and go from being a little girl to a young woman. Is this really happening? Am I ready for this? What’s this feeling that I'm feeling? As that song begins to play, all those beautiful memories - memories of being his little girl, - memories that I will never forget come back. When he would hold me as I was feeling down, telling me
From that day on his personality influenced my day to day routine almost instantly. Days I’d feel down or blue he’ll tell little jokes or look at me with a devilish grin, making me laugh. Probably the best gift he has ever given me, to laugh at life and enjoy the little joys. When my phone hums I’m eager to see if it’s his name glowing on my screen, I feel as excited as little girl waking up on her birthday, every text being a small gift from my love. He’s...
Today I was thinking about how much I hate going a day without you. How I would do anything for you and would do anything to make you happy. I thought about everything I’d give up for you and everything I adore about you. I thought about how good you are at making me feel like the most special person in the world when I am with you. I thought about all the reasons why I love you… I love seeing your eyes light up when I walk into the room all dressed up or when I look like absolute shit and you tell me how gorgeous I am. I love how you never fail to give me butterflies in my stomach every time you say the words “I love you.” I love how fast my heart races every time I see you, especially after going a week or two without seeing you. I thought
Tears came from every which way my last day of school, Rachael couldn’t keep it together, she was shook with the thought that this really is the last time she ever will catch my eye at the same time I could catch hers. I rushed over to her to say my goodbyes but she moved away like a stubborn child, she told me that the hurt will never stop and the more she sees me the hurt wont go away. Flashbacks of the good, bad and the ugly of our relationship ran through her mind like a movie. It was a perfect love between two people that met at the wrong time in their growing lives.
I remember taking your hand in mine and getting closer to you I didn’t know what to say and i didn’t know how I felt I remember the way I truly felt I remember thinking what it would be like to lose you I didn’t know what to do
I can surely say that I won't be able to forget about our love story. You were the most beautiful thing that could ever happen in my life. The most tender feeling I have ever endured. Having you in my life and having the opportunity to meet you brought warmth, love, and passion to my heart and soul. The fact that we decide to go separate ways has filled my heart with coldness, sadness and fear, not knowing if you would ever come back to me and perhaps you would forget me bring tears to my eyes.
Love seems to be complicated. There are different parts of a person that you undoubtedly love. Those are the pieces of memories that tend to stick around if the person doesn't. In Pablo Neruda's poem "Tonight I Can Write", he goes moment by moment of the flashbacks he had with his loved one. Although his heart is broken, he's trying his best to move on from the anonymous women who left him. With the author's specific use of personification, repetition, imagery, irony and symbolism, the poem shows the true pain of a heart ache.
He just stood there kissing me so passionately through the entire song. I could feel his love for me pouring out of him. It was in every kiss he gave me. He made me lose control when he kissed me like this. I was hanging by a thread. When the song ended; he released me. I stood there breathless. I wanted to rip his clothes of off him and take him down on the floor right then and there. I knew he knew that he could do that to me, move me to that place and that he did it on purpose. I held myself and turned away from
This man will have the most beautiful thing at his beck and call, yet he’ll never appreciate it. I would give all my worldly possessions to be able to caress her cheek and lay a soft kiss on her lips. I feel foolish to allow myself to even dream of a world where I hold her in my arms. I could give her anything her little heart desired, I would bend over backwards and any which way to make sure her happiness was everlasting. No one, and I mean no one could love her half as much as I
...ould be sitting high on your shoulders and you would be wearing smile that would tell the world just how much you adored her. You would see me and stop dead in your tracks, like you’ve seen a ghost of your past. After I walk up to you, we would exchange pleasantries, we would smile at each other, that smile would say the thousand words that we couldn’t. We would walk away amused, glad to know that each other’s lives have turned out fine, but just before too much distance would be put in between us, we would both turn our heads back, trying to steal another glimpse of one another. I would giggle at being caught and you would wink at me, and within that moment I would know those feelings we felt all those years ago were real and that we shared a secret, our little secret, that it is possible for an out of this world kind of love to exist… sadly it just can’t survive.
From what I see, I am nothing special, nothing out of the ordinary. Nothing has happened to me my whole life that hasn’t happened to nearly everybody else on this planet. Except that I met Brian. Being in his arms were some of the happiest times I had ever experienced. I could look deep into his eyes and be enchanted forever. Being with him changed my soul. I felt his love prying apart the hard shell of shyness that encircled me. His trust, his love and his support for me lifted me from the earth and gently sent me into the clouds. He cast off the chains I had given myself. Through him I learned a new insight about the world. It was as if a tall, dark mountain had stood in front of me, and out of nowhere, he provided the wings to fly over it. We met at my work. We started dating each other and seeing more and more of each other every day, not knowing that we were falling in love. Soon we became a couple. Our relationship was everything it should have been, almost as if our time together had been written for a novel. We grew closer and closer during the school year. We would go to the movies, go out to eat, go shopping and most of all be with each other for a long time. I could hardly sleep at night, just anticipating the next time I would see him and the upcoming weekend we would be together. I shared everything with him, even things I kept from my family and my best friend.
We made so many memories, some good, some bad but I never realized that you were controlling me. You would always tell me that my other friends were talking bad about me behind my back and I trusted every word you said, so I did what you wanted. I isolated myself from all of them just staying by your side. From one moment to the next everything changed, one moment we were inseparable and the next it was like we were complete strangers as if we had never met. The moment that you left and turned your back on me, it wasn't that you left that hurt the most, it was that when you left you knew all my weaknesses and used them against me without any hesitation. I knew all your weaknesses as well but I decided to never stoop down to your level. Everyone always wanted to get your weaknesses out of me but I still cared and I didn’t want to see you get hurt, but that didn’t matter to you, did it? Little by little everyone began to know my weaknesses because you had given them to them. It infuriated you that you couldn't get me to stoop down to your level, that you felt the guilt eating at you because I had done nothing to you and you had inflicted so much pain on
...ut you I am nothing and when I am nothing, I cannot be myself because I am afraid of what I could become without you. I know you may never feel the same or you may never understand. I wish I could take back what happened or the things that changed between us, but it is not possible to change the past. I don't regret what happened, I just regret my unthoughtfulness and just not being the person I was at the beginning.