Cameron, I don't know where this message is going to go, but for now, it's just about what I've been thinking.
For almost two weeks now we have been separated. This is the longest we've ever gone without seeing each other and holding one another... and it's okay. It's okay because you needed time. Every once in a while people need time. For seven months I loved you. I was in love with you. we grew a deep emotional connection and over time it got weaker. I don't know exactly what I want to say within this message, so bear with me if it jumps around. we started out so hopeful and we cared so deeply for the other. during our relationship, it kept growing. it got stronger and stronger and that is how we lasted. you stayed in the toughest of times
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you loved me at my worst and at my best and all I did in return was not trust you and suffocate you. for this, I am truly sorry. lately, I have been bugging you and I know you hate it and hate how many questions I've been asking you and everything like that and so I am sorry for that as well. we both know you deserve more than how I was treating you and you needed to be free and have space. in the back of my mind I knew this but in my heart I just wanted you to be mine and stay mine and I thought that if I was controlling who you talked to and what you did that you would be. I was wrong. it takes a big person to stay but it takes a bigger person to leave. you are a very strong and powerful and intelligent man and you know this. you are appreciated by everyone who knows you. while we have been separated I have been jealous and you know this. I have no right to be but I am. I know you hate jealousy but I can't help it. how I know you're talking to other girls and all of that stuff. it gets to me because I just think, "wow that …show more content…
by now you probably think I'm pathetic. how I'm hanging onto a guy who doesn't even want me anymore. you say you do but then you tell me that you want me less and less every day... so that just hurts. for seven months you made me happier than I ever thought possible. you really truly did and I cannot thank you enough for this. any girl would be lucky to have you to call theirs and I am grateful I was able to call you that once in my life, and hopefully again. for now, all I can do is thank you for giving me a second chance. for letting me show you how good things can be. I know you doubt it and don't think it will work and I am sorry you feel this way. I will be my best self for you and do everything you want. I do know that we most likely will not be the way we used to be, but there is no harm in trying. I appreciate you and love you just as much as I did when we were together. I am still in love with you. I know you're probably reading this and just being like "okay" and not really caring but I care. I care so much. hope is a dangerous thing and when you have too much of it, a different outcome than what you expected hurts. I have hope, yes, and I know you don't. I know that we might not
You are the light in my life, my happiest thought in the darkest of times. I know that you’re always there for me, no matter what. I have so many wonderful memories with you in the time that we have been together. It seems that everything about you fills my heart with love, even a simple smile makes my heart beat faster. Even after a year being with you, I find myself falling more and more in love with you each time I’m with you. It’s like an endless sea; the moment I think I cannot love you anymore, you do something so warm and thoughtful, and the ocean overflows. I find it hard to put into words just how much you mean to me, because I feel as if there are not enough words in the world to say how I truly feel towards you. You have flipped my whole world upside-down, I never knew how committed and passionate I could be for
When I sent you that message, I really just hoped that my words would provide a bit of encouragement. After chatting for a couple of days, I recognized the beauty that was within you and I ran away. I cut you off because I started to fall for you but I knew that you wouldn’t/couldn’t give me your heart.
we just had horrible timing, but if this love is as true as i believe it to be, we will meet again when the time is right. I miss you terribly and i hope you're doing well. I hope youre working on becoming the best
But you still love me though... remember me when we had fun on the trip to Hershey, that one time I did the play in Mr. P class how everyone laugh cause of my Western accent, and when we had the most amazing conversation about are future. Don't cry but laugh for me because you look really ugly crying.. just saying love you
Hi person, I want to apologize in advance for the contents of this letter but I need to let you know how I feel. When we started our relationship last year, I never thought that I would ever write this letter to you but life happened and people change. We have both changed and grown in so many ways that I feel that we have grown apart. The past few months are proof that we are no longer compatible and we need to set each other free to find happiness instead of tying each other down and trying to revive a dead relationship.
Brian, thank you for those kind words, (you hope that you won't let him down/are proud to be his son-in-law, live up to his expectations etc. Having lived with Mel for 3 years now, I think I am prepared well enough.)
Thank you for stopping at Publix before you came to visit me in college we would have never know that you hate the way I eat a Kit Kat. Thank you for taking me and showing me around Newport and Fenway without you those experiences would have never happened
I know that I start things between us a lot of the time, but even you know why. You know that it took a lot for me to trust you, but now I do. I am so happy that you are still here with me, being patient, and still by my side. So many people say that I will not make it far in life, but they do not understand me, let alone know me. So many of those people do not know how hard you push me to make something of myself. In the past, I honestly believed that I would not make it anywhere, but now I know that as long as I am happy and still alive, with you by my side I am doing great and can achieve anything.
I am composing you this letter to formally let you know farewell. I was more steadfast, unwavering, devoted and charmed by you that I have ever been with anyone in my life. You were my first thought waking in the morning and my last one in bed around evening time. There was never a separation sufficiently far to keep me from you. I have never had anyone who I knew I could simply rely on upon, someone generally there holding up to grasp me with open arms, no inquiries inquired.
You screamed at me for calling your ex-boyfriend an asshole, after he broke your heart, but have no problem bashing my boyfriend while we're dating, and often doing it right in front of my face. I understand that Tommy does the same thing, I am not condoning what he does, but I expected more from you. It was wrong of me to not stand up for you, but I took his side because I knew he was right. I hear from people, people I'm not even close to, that you are questioning my decision to be with Tommy, and that you don't understand why I love him so much. How can you call yourself my best friend when you say/do the things you
I think its finally time to have a conversation to express how I feel. Its difficult to put into words everything I appreciate about you both. From who you are as people, to the person you raised me to be, everything about you two is amazing accept for all the arguing. First of all, thank you for never giving up on our family or on me. From day one you have been my support and my greatest friends.
I fell head over heels in love with you when I was 12 years old. I never forgot about you but never in my wildest dreams thought that after 12+ years we would reconnect and you would make me the happiest girl in the entire world. I don’t typically believe in fait and we both talked about how we didn’t really know if true love was real. I now know that it is
I just wanted to thank you for all that you have done for me. I don't think you realize how much you inspire me and I am so proud of the person you've become and are still becoming. I understand you've been through a lot and you haven't made the best choices, but I can see that you have grown. Truthfully, I've known from the first time I met you to now, that you were a strong person.
Universally sought, regardless of race, age, or ethnicity, almost every soul eagerly wishes for this; the word that can conceivably differentiate between a life of abject impecuniosity or comfortable prosperity: knowledge. The word “knowledge” evokes a sense of power, that which is a victory of brain over brawn. However, the modern day American education system’s ultimate purpose has become to funnel as many young minds as possible to believe that they are solely defined by a number, whether it is a test question consisting of four choices, all of equal relevance, or a homework assignment which is a source of practice, often graded on accuracy. The growth of a child’s individuality is necessary no matter which way they gain their knowledge.
Do you honestly think I have no right to be angry or frustrated? For the past 3 frickin' years, I've stayed up all nights some nights thinking about you and us; and, working my ass off to show you that, though there's distance between us, that you can bet your life that my love is there and strong for you. I know what you feel when you say that you need someone and something to touch. I've finally gotten in touch with you in a way that I can hear your voice. Just as I was saying in my last email, there will be some fucking hard ass times, and then there will be worse ones. This is one of those times that is going to be hard, and I believe if there was any love there for me, you wouldn't just give up. I've always been skeptical about how you felt, that's just how I am, but then finally, in one email, after I called you for the first time you said, and I quote, "...before we had our talk, I mean.. yeah.. I liked you ALOT...". But then you went on to say that you finally knew in your heart that you truly loved me. I'm beginning to think you were just caught up in the moment. And to think, that was exactly a month ago. One frickin' month ago, you said you were sure, and now you aren't. I know for a fact that love is something you cannot all of a sudden gain, or lose. It will take time as in more than a couple weeks, but more like a couple months or years.