Cameron, I don't know where this message is going to go, but for now, it's just about what I've been thinking.
For almost two weeks now we have been separated. This is the longest we've ever gone without seeing each other and holding one another... and it's okay. It's okay because you needed time. Every once in a while people need time. For seven months I loved you. I was in love with you. we grew a deep emotional connection and over time it got weaker. I don't know exactly what I want to say within this message, so bear with me if it jumps around. we started out so hopeful and we cared so deeply for the other. during our relationship, it kept growing. it got stronger and stronger and that is how we lasted. you stayed in the toughest of times
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you loved me at my worst and at my best and all I did in return was not trust you and suffocate you. for this, I am truly sorry. lately, I have been bugging you and I know you hate it and hate how many questions I've been asking you and everything like that and so I am sorry for that as well. we both know you deserve more than how I was treating you and you needed to be free and have space. in the back of my mind I knew this but in my heart I just wanted you to be mine and stay mine and I thought that if I was controlling who you talked to and what you did that you would be. I was wrong. it takes a big person to stay but it takes a bigger person to leave. you are a very strong and powerful and intelligent man and you know this. you are appreciated by everyone who knows you. while we have been separated I have been jealous and you know this. I have no right to be but I am. I know you hate jealousy but I can't help it. how I know you're talking to other girls and all of that stuff. it gets to me because I just think, "wow that …show more content…
by now you probably think I'm pathetic. how I'm hanging onto a guy who doesn't even want me anymore. you say you do but then you tell me that you want me less and less every day... so that just hurts. for seven months you made me happier than I ever thought possible. you really truly did and I cannot thank you enough for this. any girl would be lucky to have you to call theirs and I am grateful I was able to call you that once in my life, and hopefully again. for now, all I can do is thank you for giving me a second chance. for letting me show you how good things can be. I know you doubt it and don't think it will work and I am sorry you feel this way. I will be my best self for you and do everything you want. I do know that we most likely will not be the way we used to be, but there is no harm in trying. I appreciate you and love you just as much as I did when we were together. I am still in love with you. I know you're probably reading this and just being like "okay" and not really caring but I care. I care so much. hope is a dangerous thing and when you have too much of it, a different outcome than what you expected hurts. I have hope, yes, and I know you don't. I know that we might not
You are the light in my life, my happiest thought in the darkest of times. I know that you’re always there for me, no matter what. I have so many wonderful memories with you in the time that we have been together. It seems that everything about you fills my heart with love, even a simple smile makes my heart beat faster. Even after a year being with you, I find myself falling more and more in love with you each time I’m with you. It’s like an endless sea; the moment I think I cannot love you anymore, you do something so warm and thoughtful, and the ocean overflows. I find it hard to put into words just how much you mean to me, because I feel as if there are not enough words in the world to say how I truly feel towards you. You have flipped my whole world upside-down, I never knew how committed and passionate I could be for
Brian, thank you for those kind words, (you hope that you won't let him down/are proud to be his son-in-law, live up to his expectations etc. Having lived with Mel for 3 years now, I think I am prepared well enough.)
I'll miss you guys so much I love you and please remember me as your little girl who loves to sing while washing the dishes, who always loud and cheerful no matter
i know this time apart is needed and i have to admit it has been good to me. what i am trying to say is that i love you. You are my best friend and my one and only soul mate. When i figure out where i fit in this world and i get my feet on stable ground ill be back to see where you're at. I believe a love like ours should never die.
Hi person, I want to apologize in advance for the contents of this letter but I need to let you know how I feel. When we started our relationship last year, I never thought that I would ever write this letter to you but life happened and people change. We have both changed and grown in so many ways that I feel that we have grown apart. The past few months are proof that we are no longer compatible and we need to set each other free to find happiness instead of tying each other down and trying to revive a dead relationship.
When I sent you that message, I really just hoped that my words would provide a bit of encouragement. After chatting for a couple of days, I recognized the beauty that was within you and I ran away. I cut you off because I started to fall for you but I knew that you wouldn’t/couldn’t give me your heart.
, As I am sitting here typing this all I can think about its not goodbye, its I will talk to you later. Talk to you when things are right and when you are ready to be my friends again. That's what I believe we need, we need to remember what it was like being friends and then when the time is right hopefully my boyfriend again. I have faith in us that everything will work its way out, I just have to think positive. As much as I want to hate you I can't hate you because I love you.
I am composing you this letter to formally let you know farewell. I was more steadfast, unwavering, devoted and charmed by you that I have ever been with anyone in my life. You were my first thought waking in the morning and my last one in bed around evening time. There was never a separation sufficiently far to keep me from you. I have never had anyone who I knew I could simply rely on upon, someone generally there holding up to grasp me with open arms, no inquiries inquired.
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I feel like were drifting apart lately which is probably because of me. I'm sorry about that I don't mean to get jealous or mad I try to control my emotions I just have a lot of heart for you Laiza there's nothing I wouldn't do for you don't ever for get that im always going to be here for you, even if we get in a big fight and don't talk for 2 years ill still be there for you that's how much I care about you. Cant beleave next month im going to purse a career in the military. No matter what happens I hope you'll always be by my side or at least friend, im going to miss you a lot I know its only for a couple of months it would mean the world to me if you could make it to my graduation to see that smile id probably lose it.
I think its finally time to have a conversation to express how I feel. Its difficult to put into words everything I appreciate about you both. From who you are as people, to the person you raised me to be, everything about you two is amazing accept for all the arguing. First of all, thank you for never giving up on our family or on me. From day one you have been my support and my greatest friends.
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Do you honestly think I have no right to be angry or frustrated? For the past 3 frickin' years, I've stayed up all nights some nights thinking about you and us; and, working my ass off to show you that, though there's distance between us, that you can bet your life that my love is there and strong for you. I know what you feel when you say that you need someone and something to touch. I've finally gotten in touch with you in a way that I can hear your voice. Just as I was saying in my last email, there will be some fucking hard ass times, and then there will be worse ones. This is one of those times that is going to be hard, and I believe if there was any love there for me, you wouldn't just give up. I've always been skeptical about how you felt, that's just how I am, but then finally, in one email, after I called you for the first time you said, and I quote, "...before we had our talk, I mean.. yeah.. I liked you ALOT...". But then you went on to say that you finally knew in your heart that you truly loved me. I'm beginning to think you were just caught up in the moment. And to think, that was exactly a month ago. One frickin' month ago, you said you were sure, and now you aren't. I know for a fact that love is something you cannot all of a sudden gain, or lose. It will take time as in more than a couple weeks, but more like a couple months or years.