Girl Monologue

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Hi there; it’s me, the girl you used to love. The girl you said was your forever, your one true love. The girl you wanted to marry, to build a family with, and to spend the rest of your life alongside. Yup, It’s me. I’m here to talk to you about something really important. In fact, I think both of us are quite familiar with the topic, but only because we went against it, not followed it. You ready? The reason I’m writing to you, whom I still care about greatly, is to talk about emotional chastity, and how we never thought to consider it. We were like an ongoing fire, you and me. Sometimes we were blazing in the love we had for one another, eventually getting out of control for adding too much to it. And sometimes the fire was steady and …show more content…

Maybe you still love me too, I can’t be sure. I am sure of one thing though: we were careless. We said things too soon, we made plans for things we weren’t ready for, we didn’t protect each other’s hearts, and more importantly, we didn’t protect each other’s souls. I mean, we were kids; a girl and a boy, hungry to be loved. I’m not saying that we didn’t have something special because I know we did, and I think we still do. I remember the signs God gave me, the signs God gave you, and the way we helped each other grow and heal tremendously. But we did things we shouldn’t have done; our unchaste words acted as precursors for unchaste actions. They weren’t the same kind of chastity, however; the physical and the emotional – we failed them …show more content…

But really, it wasn't loving, at least not the kind of love God wanted us to have (which is the only true form of love: unconditional, faithful, and whole). We were reckless, messy, and careless; and I only wish we would have seen it earlier. But here I am; writing this letter to you, as you sit in the front seat of our friend’s car, breaking my heart with every moment you subject me to silence. I miss my best friend, but by the grace of God, I’ve been transformed. I see what was wrong with our relationship, I see how blessed I am, and all my faith rests in Him. He has prepared a new man for me to marry, and you know what, that new man could even be you. But notice how I said a man and not a boy. You’re not there yet, but you will be one day, and you’ll find the new woman God has set aside for you to take as your wife. I pray for that day all the time, for you to become fully man, in God’s good grace. But most importantly, I’ve discovered that, even though I thought you would be my forever, you’re not, and neither is the new man who has been set aside for me. No, there is only one man who can truly be my forever, my one infinite love, and my true soul-mate: and that man is Jesus Christ. Nobody I find on Earth can be everything I desire and need, only God can fill me with the purest of love, and He will be there even when my future husband can’t be. And guess what; He’ll be there for you

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