Aurelius Alphonse Love: A Literary Analysis

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Memory is fickle. Rarely can one remember in detail the past few months, let alone the past few years, and to even attempt to remember one's birth is absurd. Given human nature's curiosity with the unknown it is no wonder that "all children mythologize their birth," as Miss Winter says; it is easily the greatest unknown in one's life. This is particularly true for Aurelius Alphonse Love. Abandoned on the porch of the grandmotherly Mrs. Love in a game bag with only some scraps of paper, a silver spoon and the scent of smoke, Aurelius must contend with the mystery surrounding his birth. From an early age, Aurelius was compelled by his empty past to find his family. In the complex novel The Thirteenth Tale, Diane Setterfield employs Aurelius' …show more content…

Near the finish of the novel he tells Margaret that, "All my life I have wanted to find my family" (391). Obvious as it is, given Aurelius' actions, it is clear that he differentiates between finding "a" family and "his" family. Aurelius was raised, surrounded by motherly dedication of Mrs. Love who did everything but birth him, yet even so he feels the need to find "his" family. Blinded by this obsessive need, Aurelius turns away from the family he already has, refusing to allow himself to feel complete without his birthmother, even aware as he is that she abandoned him. Fueled by the inadequacy of the family he has, Aurelius devotes obscene amounts of time scouring his meager "inheritance," a few pages torn from Jane Eyre, for clues. When speaking to Margaret, Aurelius uses the past tense; he "used" to think there was a secret meaning. While this implies that he no longer believes so, as he already "tried the first letter of each word, the first of every line" and "replacing one letter for another," covering a multitude of sheets with his trials, he still turns the pages with his "eyes feverish, as though there was still a chance he might see something that had escaped him before" (234). Tormented by uncertainty and plagued by his own ignorance, Aurelius is obsessed with uncovering his past and even sixty odd years …show more content…

When he confronts Miss Winters on the subject of his past, she describes him as sweating and sickening for the truth with his eyes "glistening with an intent fever" (7). Aurelius is entirely invested in his past, he lives and breathes with the all encompassing need to understand his beginning. Miss Winter sends him away with a lie and he "shuffled away up the street, shoulders drooping, head bowed, each step a weary effort. All that energy, the charge, the verve, gone" (8). Similarly, this same downtrodden state is present again the last time Margaret sees Aurelius. Sad and pale, he says, "I've worn myself out on wild goose chase" (391). All-consumed, Aurelius allows his unyielding need for information to rule his life, allowing it dictate what he talks about and where he goes. He wanders his birthplace, haunting the ruins akin to the way his own past haunts him. Like an unhealthy addiction he lives off of information about his past, cherishing connections to it and despairing when he winds up empty-handed. Unable to function without knowledge, Aurelius gives his absent family too much power. His obsession, his abandonment, his birth, was everything to him and without it he is a hollow shell; when all his searching turns up fruitless, he has worn himself down to nothing. Aurelius invested his entire life into figuring out his past, futile as it was; wasting his future

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