You Weren't There It was hard and you weren't there. You weren't there when things started to become rougher than they already are. You weren't there when I felt like the world was crashing on me. You weren't there when there isn't a single thing I understand anymore. You weren't there when I had no one to hold on to. You weren't there when sleeping at night was burdensome, when waking up was a battle on its own. You weren't there when all I needed was you telling me that I can make it through, you comforting me with His promises, you assuring me that I will overcome and that you will be with me every step of the way, you lending me your shoulder and letting me cry on it for God knows how long. You weren't there when all I need was to hear your voice. You weren't there when all I needed was your presence. You weren't there when all I needed was you. You weren't there when all I ever wanted was you. You weren't there. And I can't blame you, so I'm sorry if I feel like this. If I feel like your one of the best people in my life, if I feel like you're obligated to be there for me. I'm sorry if I expected too much from you. You weren't there. …show more content…
Because in your absence I learned that I am so much stronger than what I give myself credit for. I am so much braver than my overflowing fears. I am so much capable than my weaknesses. In your absence, I knew, I had to take on this challenge alone. I had to mourn alone. I had to grieve alone. I had to suffer alone. In your absence I realized that I cannot really expect even the closest people to be there when I needed them most. I realized that people can veritably come and go, that friendships can die, friendships can hurt, friendships can be away, and not beside you when you so solely need it
I wish I knew every single reason for why you'd left. I couldn't even begin to form the words to ask you all the questions in my head. I asked you why a week after you'd done it; I know it took so long, I just hadn't let it sink in because I tried to avoid the pain. You couldn't even answer the only text I sent you after you left. All my fingers could type was a simple "Why?"
A blood curtaling scream erupts from my mouth as i set and watch helpless, as the horific scene plays out before me. One minute my mom and i are getting ice cream from our favorite family diner and the next a vile man is pinning her to a wall in a desolate alie. I can hear her yelling for me to run. One simple word but when the sound reaches my ears it is like she spoke it in a forgin language. She repeats that one word over and over again.
It's crazy as soon aas you come into my life, I am thrilled, everything will be okay, My life will be perfect as long as your near. My HEART burts of just the thought of you I want you so bad but is such a bad thing. Hushhhhh. There is no begging.
And when I look back, I knew I fell in love with again. I wanted to be with you again all day if I could. You were there for me through everything. You took my heart away from Him again. But I was His, and he turned my heart back to Him.
I know you always hate it when I texted you a long paragraph. I honestly hated writing them. I wish I could just talk to you as easily as I could write. You are constantly on my mind. You show up in every thought.
and I’ve only ever felt like a complicated mess for you. it scares me because I’m still scared you’ll wake up in the morning and go “you know what I’m over this I’m over trying for this psycho who has such issues” i get that isn’t the case for us but its a constant anxiety . you’re honestly wonderful, one of my best friends . and I’m absolutely in love with you , i just need you to see that I’m on the other half of this divide trying to do everything i can to fight with my own demons to get to you and you’re on the other side patiently waiting..
I was heartbroken I didn’t know all this time you had a girlfriend I remember the way I truly felt I remember crying the night away with mixed feelings about
Thank you for comforting me through heartbreaks, friends that ended up not being ones, and through things that I
“It’s great to spend an evening like this, don’t you think?” Miss Sophia started the conversation when we took a walk on the beach after the dinner. Peaceful evening, with a gentle breeze breathing in the air, I was a gratification to be with her. “Yeah, I really need this.
I NEED YOU MY LOVE Dear Tracey, Tracey where to start? Honestly idk. I hope that you read this! I know recently for the past weeks it’s been about not wanting to hear about me and about us
You're there for me all the time. No matter what time it is, and you just don't know how thankful I am for you. I remember meeting you in 5th grade Then I gave you a tbh the begging of 8th grade and then we started talking more. Then later you became my best friend, even though I wasn't yours at the time, you were most definitely mine
I’m surprised that I have not become afraid to commit, Simply because falling for someone can be hardest, And I am convinced that most my life, Cupid shot random targets. So out of the fear of another misplaced arrow, My insecurities linger in the back of my head,
I know that you don’t love me and I don’t expect you to. I just don’t want you to completely ignore my feelings for you. When I’m sad, it’s probably because I’m thinking of you. If I’m avoiding you, it’s because I don’t want to burst into tears.
She floundered for words, tried to speak but nothing came out of her mouth. A chill ran down her spine. Her heart started racing. This can’t be true the person I has been in love with for 6 months can’t be my brother. He is lying it’s a joke.
When I got to know you better a year later I realized I wasn't alone and that something inside of you was what constantly brought tears to my own eyes. I went through a time in my life where I felt worthless and unloved and I continuously searched for happiness. I wasn't getting along with my family, and my friends were all hating each other, leaving me in the middle, stressfully trying to pull things together. You made me laugh and forget everything that was going on. That year you became my escape, my survival. I don't think I could have made it through as strong as I did if it weren't for you.