Anxiety Disorder Analysis

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For the person who doesn’t understand my anxiety disorder.
“How do you manage that” a question I get a lot. “That” being my anxiety and panic disorder of course. However I have never heard of a person having enough ignorance to ask that same question to my older role model on my team. Somebody asked my older role model who has been by my side practically every attack I have experience, and asked “how she manages dealing with that?” except in this scenario “that” being me the person with anxiety. So here is a letter to that person and the many others who just don't truly understand what it’s like living with the disorder.

How I describe anxiety to my friends is like when you are walking down a staircase and, you skip a step. Your heart skips …show more content…

WE CAN'T CONTROL WHEN WE GET AN ATTACK. It’s not like we have a magical on and off button that we get choose when we want our anxiety. If we did I don’t think anybody would have anxiety the button would always just be off. You can know your triggers like the back of your hand but, sometimes the attacks just come from nowhere. We never try to get attentions believe me most of us would much rather have an attack in a room with a single person than being in a crowd will hundred of people. We don’t try to hoard attention with our anxiety. Yes, sometimes you might need to take a single person away but, we feel so bad about having someone help us. Anxiety is not something that makes us popular. It is not a cool thing we want this to happen to us. If we had the option not to have anxiety I think most of us would take the option in a …show more content…

By all means that does not every cernio. I mean I wish I could get out of gym because of my anxiety, but that’s not how it works. However in some circumstances you might have to make some changes. You wouldn’t give somebody with a broken leg a second glance on why they are not running. So why would you do that to someone who may get extra time on a test, or have to step out of class, meeting, group etc to focus and pull yourself back together. From my own experiences I use to hate speaking up if I was extremely uncomfortable with something. After awhile of getting to know in my case the coach, and her understanding more about me. I learned how to do things a little different to make myself more comfortable in the environment I was in. With that comes people in this world who sees us maybe changing the rules slightly but, making it a big deal. Please don’t come up to us in a big group asking why we did or didn’t do this or that. It makes us so much more uncomfortable than it already is for us. We don’t do things differently for

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