Annie John Research Paper

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The Search for Self in Annie John Every person that lives to adulthood has gone through the stereotypical teenage phase: the sudden change in personality that causes every mother in the world to throw up her hands in exasperation. Because growing up is a such a relatable experience, countless pieces of literature have touched upon it, from Peter Pan to A Tree Grows in Brooklyn. A constant topic in all these books is change, due to the fact that coming of age is the maturing of a person from a child into a teenager into an adult. Another work that deals with change is Annie John, by Jamaica Kincaid, which tells the story of Annie’s growth from a ten year old to a seventeen year old in a series of loosely chronological anecdotes. A theme that …show more content…

During the beginning of Annie John, before Annie starts to develop her own self, she is very close to her mother and relies on her to learn how to act. An example of this comes while Annie and her mother were shopping together. “I spent the day following my mother and observing the way she did everything” (Kincaid 15) is how Annie describes herself. The phrase “following my mother” shows that Annie is dependent on her mother, or else Annie would have roamed freely. The word ‘observing’ in the quote connotes that the information gathered from the observation would be used, implying that Annie would take the actions of her mother as a model for her own decisions. Together, this shows that Annie is reliant on her mother and uses her as a role model, at least while shopping. Though the quote referred to that one outing, it could also be …show more content…

The beginning of the hostility between Annie and her mother develops when her mother tells her, “‘... It’s time you had your own clothes. You just cannot go around the rest of your life looking like a little me’” (Kincaid 26). Prior to this, Annie and her mother have shared the same material for their dresses, but from this quote, it implies that in the future, they can not always appear identical. This can be applied to a larger sense, which is that Annie can’t always share the same life as her mother, whom she shares the same baths, trunk, physical features, and even the same name with. This revelation is shocking to Annie, who takes it very seriously, later declaring, “I was sure I could never let those hands touch me again; I was sure I could never let her kiss me again. All that was finished” (Kincaid 31-32). Before this decision, Annie still attempted to be close to her mother, only to be rebuffed. The fact that Annie says ‘let’ in reference to her mother touching her or kissing her only stresses the enormity of Annie’s resolution; not only will her mother never physically contact her again, Annie would not even allow it. With this, Annie begins to do things that her mother disapproves of, including the befriending of the Red Girl and playing marbles. These defiances are ways for Annie to detach herself from her mother, but it also gives Annie a way to

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