Alcoholic In Susan Juby's Nice Recovery

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Susan Juby’s Nice Recovery is a book that candidly tells the story of an alcoholic's journey to sobriety. The novel shows how a person can be drawn into addiction from a young age, and the fight to stay sober is never easy, no matter what your circumstances may be. However, the book barely touches on why Susan became an alcoholic. When reading, it is almost believable that she simply never learned how to drink properly, and became dependent on needing to be “blackout drunk” anytime she drank. This is not true. The reason Susan Juby became an alcoholic because it was the easiest solution to her crippling fear of being lonely. From the early days that Juby recounts in her novel, it is blatantly obvious that she never quite “fit in”. Juby explains that her love of books, which would one day shape her career, was a serious social handicap as a child. She explains how books led her to believe certain things like, “a lack of concern about clothes and personal appearance showed solid character”, meanwhile in the real world that lack of concern “spelled social disaster” (7). This struggle to find people who appreciated her for who she was created a deep need to be someone different. This need was what …show more content…

The wild company came with eyeliner, feathered hair and drinking. The drinking gave Susan exactly what she had been crying out for; a huge boost of confidence. The new persona she takes on helps her to ease her social troubles. Juby describes that alcohol could magically “turn me so outlandishly confident, exuberant, even, that I had to share the excellence that was me,” (19) which was a far cry from the awkward girl who read too many books to be liked by her peers. This is when the reinforcement happened, and coincidentally it was also where her addiction began. The addiction began because she had proven to herself that she could be likable and social- all she needed was alcohol to do

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